MARINA
One thing I learnt for the past three years is that the most beautiful sight to watch is watching the sun set. Some say it is more beautiful when you watch it with someone you love but I think it's still nice watching it alone.
Now I am sitting alone at the park which is not so far from my apartment, crying because the pain is just so unbearable, today after coming from work I planned to surprise my boyfriend cause today makes it a year of us being together, I went to his house but instead of me surprising him he was the one that surprised me, I walked in on him and my close friend making out on the couch, he didn't look fazed at all instead he just looked at me and said "I prefer someone who can give me what I want".
His words still resounding in my ears. I felt I loved this guy. My surprise for him today was to give myself to him. The reason why we haven't had sex was I felt I
wanted to give my virginity to the right person but no, the idiot was just another asshole. I'm glad nothing happened between us.
The pain of being cheated on is not nice at all, it is painful, I gave my all to something and this is what I get in return, so bad I wish my brothers were present now they are the only ones who can give me the comfort I deserve.
I looked around me to see a couple on their blanket cuddled together, which lay on the grass as they were cuddling. I wish I had my love. My perfect love.
Tears kept streaming down. I don't even know why I am crying for the asshole but it just hurts a lot right now, I don't even know what to do. My main aim of coming to the park was to let my feelings out to feel the evening breeze caress my skin to soothe the pain, but I don't think it's working at all.
"Aunty why are you crying," I heard a little boy voice beside I turned to my side to notice two boys staring at me while standing by the bench one seem to be around eight years while the other boy lets say three, the older one looked nice with his black hair scattered everywhere and his grey eyes to compliment it, while the younger one also had black hair and blue eyes, blue like the sky he looked quite cute and innocent.
"Why do you think I'm crying, darling?" I asked him, paying all my attention to them. The older one looked as if he was scanning me, then smiled.
"Your eyes are red, my brother and I have been watching you for quite some time," he said, which made me look at the younger one. He looked cute.
"I'm okay darling, just trying to let out my emotions" I said which made him frown. "Did anyone make you cry" he asked and I nodded "Lets just say my boyfriend cheated on me" I said to the boy.
"Sorry, auntie." "Thanks, darling, so...uh. What's your name?" I asked him with the best smile I could muster right now. "My name is Vincent, and my little brothers name is Xavier," he said, smiling widely