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On the internet, nobody knows you're a dog. Old joke. It wasn't that funny fifteen years ago. But, on the internet, nobody knows you're a werewolf, either. New joke. And it still isn't that funny.

Legend has it that children born on Christmas Day become werewolves. That's just silliness, of course, given the millions born on that day, and the relative scarcity of lycanthropes in the population. But at the stroke of midnight between Christmas Eve and Christmas Day, at the magic hour when animals are supposed to talk? That's a different tale altogether.

My mother was no superstitious peasant woman that Christmas Eve in 1967. The indigestion from her mother's eggnog turned out to be labor. I understand she spent much of it cursing my father for being frisky in March and making her miss the midnight service and the Children's Pageant.

Childhood was easy enough. There was no sign of anything abnormal. Then, puberty hit me like a freight train of hormones and hair. One day, cracking voice. The next, a full-fledged loup-garou in the dining room. Thoroughly modern suburbanites do not take well to a werewolf in the family. My father, ever the shrink, blamed my mother for too-early toilet training. Mother just sniffed and said I had to have gotten it from his side of the family.

We adjusted. The eighties were a time of odd enough music that if I decided to put Warren Zevon on repeat a time or two, nobody noticed. Dad called it my hebephrenia and consulted experts about hysterical hair growth. And I just got used to locking myself in the basement three nights a month.

I made it through school, and college. I couldn't take night classes or live in the dorm. I had a social life, and a place off-campus with a sturdy basement. College expanded my mind, enhanced my self-perception and got me my first blow job. Most gay kids figure it out early, but my condition made me decide to wait on sex.

Who knew what effects it could have? I had read enough horror stories to have a healthy fear of changing in mid-sex, and waking up to newspaper headlines of mangled college boys. My fears were all out of proportion.

No change, no mangling, but no telephone call the next day either. It was so nice to have something normal happen for a change.

After graduation, I got myself a little house, a nice job as a draftsman and settled into domesticity. My lycanthropy left me with a keen interest in folklore and the occult, and as the nineties drew to a close, I found myself running several mailing lists.

CreatureoftheNight was the most heavily trafficked. We weren't a role-playing game, but several people, myself included, had online personae. If I didn't post during the full moon, well, it was taken as a quirk akin to VanHel's referring to stake sharpening or Erzabet's virgin fetish. I'd come to grips with my disorder, and knew it was just something I would live with the rest of my life.