What was the ultimate form of betrayal?
Simple. It was when the person you loved and trusted the most... was the very one hurting you.
Right now, I was living it and that betrayal came from the man I loved.
My boyfriend of four years wanted to reject me-for a woman he had just met. Yesterday.
I stood there, frozen in a daze, listening to him speak. I heard the words, but they didn't seem to register.
Because none of it made sense. I couldn't understand what he was saying... or maybe I just didn't want to.
"Lilith, you need to understand," he said, his voice steady-like this wasn't shattering me. "I know I promised to mark you as my mate when we get married, but that was before I met Seraphina yesterday. She's my real mate, and I can't ignore the bond between us. I can't reject her. So... I'm really sorry, but I have to break up with you."
Before I could stop myself, a single tear slipped down my cheek. I took a sharp, ragged breath-my chest tightening like I was suffocating. I couldn't breathe.
Kael had found his mate.
And she was right there, in his arms, as he broke up with me.
The day I'd always feared had finally come-the day I would be cast aside and abandoned by the man I loved.
But the saddest part? I knew this day would come sooner or later.
Still, I deluded myself. I told myself to trust him, to trust his words and believe in him, even knowing how powerful the mate bond was.
However, he had promised that even if he found his mate, he would still love me. That he wouldn't leave me.
But it hadn't even taken a day for him to break that promise, to destroy everything we'd built over four years.
It was almost amusing.
My nails dug into my skin as I forced myself not to cry. I lifted my head, my eyes flickering to the beautiful red-haired woman in his arms. Her gaze was fixed on me with a pitiful expression-like she was looking down at a wounded dog.
But the slight tilt of her lips told me everything. She was enjoying this, watching me fall apart.
Before I could stop myself, my eyes dropped to her neck-where his bite mark sat.
And in that moment, I felt my heart shatter into a million pieces.
He had already spent the night with her and marked her as his mate.
"Lilith..." Kael called out, taking a step toward me, his hands reaching for mine, his eyes filled with guilt but also, resolution.
"I know you're hurt right now, but you know rejecting my mate would affect my wolf, and I can't-"
"I don't care about the mate bond, my love," I cut him off with a bitter chuckle, repeating the words he had always told me. More tears fell no matter how hard I tried to hold them back.
"I don't care if the mate bond affects me. The love we have is more than some mystical bond. I would never leave you. I want us to be together... to grow old together and have little pups who look like us!"
My voice rose with each word, every memory clawing at my chest, and I saw his eyes widen.
"So don't worry. Don't think about it," I whispered now, my voice trembling as sobs began to break through. "I would never betray you..."
"Lilith..." he whispered, but I yanked my hands out of his grip.
Those hands I had once loved now burned me. Now, they disgusted me.
"Yet all it took was one night to throw away everything you said to me for four years, Kael!" I roared, raising my fist and hitting his chest.
"Four fucking years and you forgot every word you ever said to me just to sleep with someone else and mark her?!"
With each word I spat, my fists kept slamming into his chest, but he didn't speak-didn't argue.
His gaze only lowered in guilt as he let me hit him, over and over again.
"Why, Kael... Why did you have to reassure me every time? Why did you make me trust you when you were going to betray me anyway? Why? Why?!"
I shoved him back, falling to the ground as I broke into harder sobs, the tears blurring everything around me.
Why did he do this to me?
After the death of my father... after what happened to my mother...
He had been the only person truly there for me.
And now?
Now I couldn't even bring myself to hate him.
That was the worst part.
I wasn't even mad at him.
I was just... hurt.
"Please don't be upset, Lilith," a high-pitched female voice chimed in, followed by the click of heels approaching me.
"I know you have every right to be, but this really isn't Kael's fault, you know? You understand how strong the mate bond is, right? When Kael and I met, we couldn't control it-we just had to mate. It wasn't something we could stop."
She paused, then added sweetly,
"But I guess it's something you wouldn't really understand... since you're wolfless."
I lifted my head and glared at her through the tears, my hands tightening into fists.
I knew who she was. Her name was Seraphina. She was once my friend before my life came crashing down that day. Before my father, who was the former Beta to the late Alpha, died.