ESCAPING MY OBSESSED MAFIA LORD

BIANCA'S POV

"How is this supposed to be worn?" I blushed red, staring at the salesperson.

"You'll tie it here, clip this side with this extra pin and VIOLA!, you will be looking more perfect.

I smiled giddily as I tried to imagine how Austin would stare when he sees me in such a piece. Though I had been married for the past four years, it was more of an employer to employee association with us only that either my heart did not listen or could not control itself as it had fallen completely in love with him.

Watching her pack it and some other pairs, a customer burst in with a fish pie making me scrunch up my nose in disgust. I tightened my mouth as I felt nauseated by the smell and waved at her to keep it off but instead she brought it more closer probably not understanding what I mean. I quickly rushed to the direction of where the restroom could be and luckily found an empty one. I felt a hand pack up my hair as I bent towards the sink, puking out my intestine.

"Are you okay" she asked worried as I watched my mouth off the remains

"Yeah, I'm fine and thanks for your help" I smiled

"No, it's my fault for bringing the fish pie closer to you, I'm Olivia" she bowed.

"Oh commom! what's the use of bowing, I'm Bianca" I chuckled, shaking her outstretched hand. They felt silky and nice against my own as they glowed. With her attitude and beauty, I'm sure her love life would be better than mine.

I picked up my gotten product after she finished the calculation and walked out of the store. Stopping the next taxi I could get, I quickly gave him directions to our home, hopefully Austin won't be back home yet.

I met Austin five years ago after the death of my mum, I was just seventeen years old. Still a minor and my dad had collected some loan from him for my mum's surgery but unfortunately she still died. My dad, being depressed, went for more loan at his place which was surprisingly given to him despite his infamous attitude but unfortunately, he used those money for bets and always got drunk.

As the days passed, my dad's debts to Austin grew larger and larger. He was unable to keep up with the payments but then Austin had begun to pressure him. My dad tried to find ways to pay off the debts but he was running out of options and that was when Austin came up with the idea of having me as his sex slave for as long as he wanted.

I had just turned eighteen a month before and was working as a waitress when my supervisor suddenly walked in on the counter and fired me for no reason. I had gone home with a sad heart but was shocked at the quantity of shoes at our entrance but that was nothing compared to how I felt when he dropped the news.

As I stepped inside the house, my father stood up and rushed towards me, making me frown confusedly. Right from when I was a kid, he had never hugged me so it came like a huge shock when he did. I had always been treated as trash because I wasn't a boy. He had always wanted a male child but was disappointed when I was born, which he took out greatly on my mum but later forgave her and showed her love. I was never shown love by him. My mum treated me oddly and would beat me badly at his orders.

As a result of that, I became a loner as I was also mostly mocked at high school. Maybe if I was not treated like an outcast in my home by my parents, I might have become a doctor. As I was always given harsh duties while growing up, I was a constant visitor to pain which kind of fortunately built my emotions and made me know a lot about herbs. Discovering my talent at finding herbs and making use of them. Even though it was wrong at first, it looked interesting and helped ease the pain in my heart. I felt alive and happy when surrounded by herbs so I make sure I finish my duties quickly before rushing towards my herb hideout.

Unfortunately, my joy did not last for as long as I had wished. My dad had seen it before my arrival from school and burned them down. I had cried and gotten lost from running when it happened. I understand his reasons for hating me and all but I had never understood why and how it was my fault. The question kept running through my mind as I kept running into the woods. I had never been treated like their daughter for once but was happy at the sight of herb but he had to ruin it for me, "Just how much did he hate me" I had wondered. I was just nine but already suffered for more than my age, I was given a chance to go to school because it was free and he hated the sight of me, especially since I did the duties done.

Due to their character, I was made a laughing stock amongst my mates who were loved by their parents. I was sure if the school was not free, he would not make an effort to send me to one, he would happily watch my life rotten while laughing at me heuristically.

All these thoughts ran through my nine year old then making me cry at my pathetic life, since I could not make them love me and I'm a burden to them, I decided to free them of the stress of seeing me. Fortunately for my plan, I could not swim and I had reached a dead line in the woods. I had gotten to the lake. I looked up and smiled as I wished to be loved in my next life before jumping into the water. Almost immediately, I heard a huge splash behind me but I could not see what it was or what happened as I sank down with no resistance from me. "Finally, my parents would be happy without me" I smiled.