The Ruined Memories Of Alix

Warning:

Warning: This book contains sexual violence and rape that may trigger some things for sensitive readers. It contains graphic abuse and paedophiles. Sex scenes are described rather visibly, so please read responsibly.

*Monitor Beeping*

Alix... I heard voices, worried voices... Laura, no... not just Laura, Tina and Marvin... Is that Ash- Ugh... I reek...

Wait... it is coming back to me. Ash, help, I screamed, but no one answered. My voice sounded silent despite my screams.

I feel weak... please don't, she whimpered, she thinks he is carrying her from one room to another, music bustling, people dancing... I was dancing, was I dancing? Cara and Kat were there... They were saying something.

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They slipped something into her drink... so, she felt her heart buzzing, but that wasn't scary... Bran had picked her up.

Oh no! He was going to have his way. It finally dawned on me. I fought with him last week, and he threatened to get back at me. "This was his way of getting back".

He's entered another room now, she thinks, farther from the noise of music. She could hear the music, but faintly. Too tired to move, too weak, yet she struggled.

He's placed her on a couch or bed now, She felt the softness... Open your eyes damn it, but I couldn't, not completely... she heard him now.

Not so cocky now, he chuckled devilishly... More voices now, she heard them say...She is a pretty one, Bran, no wonder you were smitten.

You get to go first, another one said.

No oo, she screamed or tried to scream, but her voice was silent... then, I felt him on me. Over her, he tore her clothes with a knife... she knew because she felt the nick on my stomach.

It hurt so much that her eyes, that had been heavy, flew open and she watched in tears as Bran had his way with her...

Ah "... she screamed in horror, but she was helpless, he was tearing through her, they were laughing... He was mocking her...

Annoyed at her weakness, she struggled again, but he struck her hard, a blow to the head, another to her stomach; she cowered now, not in fear but in pain...

Tired--" she wanted to close her eyes... but he was already pounding... she was a virgin, but now it's useless... Another came in as Bran slid off her...

It's terrible, but she must fight it... Please stop it, she sobbed silently. No one's coming, she thought, so she might as well close her eyes and let it all go...

But someone did come, Ash... her love, her life, my anchor, and she gave in at last...