Prologue
He stood up, still sweaty, panting and catching his breath as he rose from lying next to me. He didn’t even glance at me as I carefully pulled the blanket to cover my tired body. I tried to get up. Despite the drowsiness pulling at me, I couldn’t lie down and rest. Every day, every hour, every minute mattered to me. Because a life hung in the balance.
When I sat down, I winced. I felt a sudden pain between my legs. It really hurt for the first time. I bit my lip.
It’s gone. I’ve lost it. I’ve guarded my property for twenty-five years. I promised to only give myself to the man I love and who loves me. Tears welled up in my eyes. I tried not to show weakness to this man. I flinched when he threw me a piece of paper. I glanced at it.
“I doubled the amount,” he said while still zipping his pants. I knew he was looking at me. Even if I wanted to look back at him, I couldn’t. I felt embarrassed because I had debased myself. I blinked back my tears, accompanied by a pang in my chest. He smirked, “Surprisingly, you were a virgin! How come a gold-digger slut was still a virgin until now? Well, a few minutes ago…” I keenly felt the anger and disgust in his voice. I kept my head down to avoid his scrutinizing eyes.
I couldn’t move. A pang of pain shot through my chest. Never in my wildest dreams did I expect him to say that right in front of me. He had changed. He was no longer Marcus I knew. Every word he uttered felt like sharp thorns digging into my heart.
It hurt. So much. I felt so down. But whatever he said, I would accept it with closed eyes. I needed his money.