Her Illusion

Ameerah's POV

I woke up from lying down because I had that bad dream again. I don't even know if it's really a dream or it really happened. It was just too unrealistic to believe. That some dream keeps hunting and hunting me every night for I don't know.

"I am so stressed, really stressed!" I said angrily before going to bed again

I closed my eyes and forced myself to sleep but the man I saw past 5 years ago. Appeared again in my dreams.

With those red eyes.

I felt depressed as I sat down. I'm here in the Palace's garden watching the swan swimming in the manmade pond. Only here can I find peace of mind.

"Is the dream still hunts you all this year?"

I looked up and smiled when I saw brother Lu. He is always in the palace because brother Vane has moved to Ihmapuleya and he will soon be proclaimed king because Grandfather is old. It's sad. It seems like we've only been out together for a while but now. They each have a responsibility so we forget to talk to each other.

And today was shocking to see my older brother here.

I straightened up and sighed. I don't have to tell him I'm sad because I know he sees that.

"No, Not the dream but the fact that I will be married to a prince I don't love one day. I don't want that kind of set-up brother. I'm so tired of being a useless princess," I said.

I felt him caress my back to smoth my heart.

"You know that you can marry anyone who you loved. Even if he doesn't have blue blood Ameerah. Father doesn't force you. It's those princes who keep going here to court you," Brother Lu said.

"That's not what I mean Brother! What I want to happen is for me to have my own life. I want to be a normal person! I want to have a business. I want to travel. I'm not the only one here at the palace! We ' re in a modern world for Pete's sake! " My statement.

I heard his sigh. I know he can do something for Dad to ease my security and let me live the way I want. I will not ruin my life. I just want to travel and make my own business, find the man I love and marry him then have kids!

"I'll talk to father but I won't promise anything Ameerah. The decision is still up to Father," Brother Lu said.

I smiled broadly then hugged him very tightly. I'm so so happy! I hope Dad understands what I want to happen. I am 20 years old. I want to experience so many things rather than just staying in the palace, attending royal parties and roaming here in Filifia.

"Anyway, if father ever agreed of that idea. I know someone who can help you having a business," Brother Lu said again.

I let go of the hug and then looked at him in surprise. "Who?"

"Prince Clarence. He's a good man," Brother Lu answer to my question.

I nodded to him then smiled. If Brother Lu trusted that man. Then I must trust him too.

***

I am in the bedroom now and reading a book. I have no intention of going out now because I am too lazy to walk and another. I'm waiting for Brother to arrive to tell me what Papa's decision was.

I'm actually nervous. My Dad was very understanding and sweet man. He respect my mother and love her so much. That's why I admire my father. Hopefully one day, there will be a man who will love me like Papa to Mama. But please! Not a prince nor a King! I don"t like them.

Okay back to my father. He's sweet yeah but overprotective with us especially me especially Mama but she understands what I want. She even said that she was like that when she fought Ihmapuleya against evil people when she was once famous as queen. Like my father. I admired my mother. I'm so proud to have them as my parents.

The whole area was quiet when I heard a commotion from my large veranda so I slowly stood up and approached but I saw nothing there. Suddenly I stared at the sky to see a little darkness then because maybe the approaching rain. Blow hard so I can hold on to my hair weld.

Since I don't find any culprit here. I decided to go inside when my shoulder suddenly hurt. I hissed in pain when I felt like there's a burning object carving something in my spot.

"O-Oh my god.. the pain. L-lady Alice! Lady Alice!" Shout but no one enters inside.

Then something sinks in. The same thing happened to me then. There were nowhere to found and that red eyed man cause the pain in my shoul.

"A-Am I dreaming again?" I whispered to myself.

I don't remember falling asleep. I suddenly looked over my shoulder to feel the pain gone. I pulled it down and a tattoo surprised me. I-It was burning.

"O-Oh my god! M-my skin is burning! Lady Alice! H-help me!" I shout.

I was about to run to the door when I heard a voice that stopped me. His voice felt like it came from the underground yet it was still sexy. There's something in it that makes my heart go frenzy and my blood to rush.