Ember
Tears rolled down my cheeks, feeling the pressure of the car sliding along the road as I screamed watching my life change in the matter of seconds. Hearing my mother say "baby it's okay breathe everything will be okay" then the world goes silent, the panic feeling rolling thru my body I jump up out of a deep sleep.
Covered in sweat crying again. sighing "Damn it Ember this is the fifth time in a week get a grip "I mumbled to myself. Remembering the car accident that took my parents was killing me, survivors guilt from what my aunt tells me.
Looking at the clock it's already 6am no point in going to sleep I grab my diary and start writing;
Dear Diary,
So, I had another one of those dreams again tonight, like I was there all over again, how did I survive and they didn't how come I keep blacking out before knowing what happened, mom and dad were alive they were talking to me this makes no sense how I survived but they didn't, dad and I are werewolves I know what you are thinking that I'm crazy they don't exist but surprise. We do, my dad was our alpha the strongest now I am to be the alpha when I turn eigthteen which I will in a year.
I'm already stronger than everyone else in my pack but I'm a halfblood as some would say my mother wasn't a "were" she was a spell-caster or "witch" as you might say, the strongest in her coven. It isn't frowned upon in our pack but in other packs eyes it is a disgusting immoral practice, and I am an imbalance in the werewolf community because there isn't anyone like me or at least that's what I've heard Uncle Malachi and Aunt Helaine talking about when they think I'm sleeping or not around. Most pack members can feel other members or smell each other read thoughts and no one can with me.
Aunt Helaine thinks it has to do with my mother but idk. Well it has been five months since I seen my mom and dad, I am now living with my aunt Helaine, she is crazy and always breathing down my neck. I really feel like I am living in a totally different world, how can my parents be gone, I mean they where young right? What does it matter what I do in school, or go to college since I could die young too..... I guess I just don't get it. Dumb ass Aunt is making me go to a shrink today YAY!!!! I go get my brain poked by someone name Rose Silverman she is going to"help"me transition into this NEW life.... I mean what new life? The life without my parents? Without my friends, my old room???
Aunt Helaine says it will make us look normal like we are fitting in, normal people get therapy when their parents die, which I find crazy, but I guess so, I wish I could run always and living with a friend I mean I'm seventeen years old why did I have to move from Vermont to Florida? No one in the pack will tell me why and only a select few came with us, Uncle Malachi is the go between my Aunt and the pack in Vermont he is acting Alpha since he was my dad's Beta and brother. I am being kept in this dark shadow about the whole thing which is crazy since I should be taking over next year. Anyway Don't get me wrong I love the beach, but what is the point in this I should be with my pack where I can protect thing and learn to be an alpha.
I guess I will......
"Ember it's time to get up for school." knocks at my door. "Aunt Helaine I have been up for the past hour. GOD!" putting my diary away I walk into the bathroom and stare into the mirror my long black hair is in a mess pony tail I have black eye liner running down my cheeks from crying. "God I look like death ran me over with a truck." laughing I turn the shower on and start getting undressed, while in the shower thinking about the new first day of school..*rolling my eyes under my breath I say Yay*
When the water starts to get cold, I get out of the shower, and stare into the foggy mirror eye liner is now running down my face worse, I look like a drench rat... "great" taking a washcloth I rub the eye liner off my eyes and cheeks, run a brush through my hair, reapplying my smoky eye shadow and a thick line of black eye liner on my eyes, put my hair up into a pony tail since I don't have time to dry my hair.
Running into my room I pick out a black punk rock shirt, I bought at hot topic yesterday and a pair of my tight black jeans, my favorite pair of black high boots, and a black sweatshirt, looking at the clock its 7:00am my bus will be here in 20 minutes. Walking into the kitchen I hear my aunt on the phone with work, yelling at some dumb-ass who can't seem to get his/her job right.
Grabbing a bowl of cereal and the milk, I sit down and start eating, hoping Aunt Helaine doesn't want to have another "bonding talk" I hate when she tries to get me to talk about my parents' death. "Good-morning Ember, how are you feeling?" great here we go another round of the bonding talk..... Smiling at my aunt. "I am doing okay Aunt Helaine, how are you doing." my Aunt looks at me with concern like I am a soulless child who might break if she says something wrong. "I am doing okay too, I wanted to know what you wanted to eat tonight? Would you like to stay in, or should we go out after your appointment?" she smiles, "whatever you would like to do Aunt Helaine, I got to go bus will be going by soon."
Chapter 1 Dreams are the worst
18/10/2022
Chapter 2 Welcome to Hell Party of One
18/10/2022
Chapter 3 Who is Ember
18/10/2022
Chapter 4 My Stalker
18/10/2022
Chapter 5 Dean Manson
18/10/2022
Chapter 6 Am I really that far ahead
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Chapter 7 It's a Date
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Chapter 8 Zaps from what
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Chapter 9 Barbie wanna be tough girl.
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Chapter 10 Think before you Speak Ember!
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Chapter 11 Dr. Silverman no thank you.
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Chapter 12 Silverman continues
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Chapter 13 He's Rich!
19/10/2022
Chapter 14 Feeling the Keys
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Chapter 15 Here we go please don't hate me
20/10/2022
Chapter 16 The Best Night Ever!!!
21/10/2022
Chapter 17 Dealing Creekside Pack
21/10/2022
Chapter 18 New Day- New Me
21/10/2022
Chapter 19 Because you like me
21/10/2022
Chapter 20 Barbie Strikes again
21/10/2022
Chapter 21 A fight really Ember!
22/10/2022
Chapter 22 Moonlight Run Gone So Wrong
22/10/2022
Chapter 23 Wait so you are a Werewolf too
22/10/2022
Chapter 24 The Kiss of the world
22/10/2022
Chapter 25 I am in love with you
23/10/2022
Chapter 26 Surprise Ember I'm Home...
23/10/2022
Chapter 27 The Agreement
24/10/2022
Chapter 28 Meeting the Malachi
24/10/2022
Chapter 29 Offering a hand
24/10/2022
Chapter 30 Packing up
25/10/2022
Chapter 31 Beta Ceremony
25/10/2022
Chapter 32 The Fire Meeting
25/10/2022
Chapter 33 Accepting Rachel's Challenge
25/10/2022
Chapter 34 Past Scars - Ember's a fighter
26/10/2022
Chapter 35 The Scars from the Past.
27/10/2022
Chapter 36 Finding out the Truth.
28/10/2022
Chapter 37 Rachel's Downfall
31/10/2022
Chapter 38 Morning of the True Mate Ceremony
02/11/2022
Chapter 39 True Mate Ceremony
02/11/2022
Chapter 40 Our Wedding Night
04/11/2022