Chapter 1 How It All Began

In order to be truly good, a person has to speak the truth, act with and stand for the truth. The true measure of a good person is their courage to think with their heart, allowing nonconformist viewpoints, decisions, and perspectives to lead their lives. Those who follow their hearts stand only with God and with their conscience.

Collins was a young boy born into a Christian family in a corrupt society. As a young boy he was completely enchanted by love, and his heart was swimming in it from an early age. There are three main traits that he possesses: an authoritative personality, a wise spirit, and the ability to think two steps ahead of anyone who surrounds him. The type of environment in which he found himself causes his mind to corrupt at the slightest event. In addition, Collins does possess a good power of imagination. When he meets you, he uses his imagination to visualize the type of life he would like to live with you.

When Collins was five, his mother hired a maid. Someone who assists with household chores, such as cooking and washing. It was her, Elizabeth, who led Collins into his sexual and love life. She taught him everything that a girl had, and she also showed him how to set up a sexual relationship with a girl. Collins, who has the ability to quickly and efficaciously assimilate what he is taught, picked up right away and started applying it to his life. Now he has developed a greater sense of attraction to girls, he finds it easy to be aroused whenever he is around them.

Whenever his mother and Elizabeth go to the market, he invites their neighbor for a drama. He will be the one to say what they will act and how they will act it and finally chooses the role of a father. He picks someone as his wife and they will be sleeping in another room why their children will be in another. Collins' heart Seeks pure love with any girl that comes around him and this led him to meet different girls down the road of life.

The first girl that he came in contact with was Rita who was living on the third floor with her parents. Rita was a very beautiful girl and also a spoiled child. Collins and Rita are in the same age bracket (7) and also attend the same school. Collins met Rita and his heart felt love and happiness. They start to share good moments after school, like doing assignments together. When Elizabeth noticed this closeness between the two, she decided to spice things up for them. During the afternoon or evening time that Rita will come for assignment, Elizabeth will decide that it is time for Collins to take his bath and will also ask Rita, a small girl who she knows is very corrupt to join her as she was bathing Collins. This event continues with Elizabeth warning Collins never to tell his mother. On one fateful day, Elizabeth asked Rita to teach Collins what her parents do at night and which she did. Finally, the young Collins was exposed to the world of sexuality. All he wanted was for Rita to show him love not to take him to the other part of the world. Things never continued like this, because all Collins wanted was loved and never the other side of it. His little friendship that he was trying to build with Rita stopped at the way as he made pursuits for the heart that will love him as he want.