On your knees

(before 5 years, past)

My phone rings with a massage while I'm driving.

Kai: Where are you?

Me: I'm going to Dom...

Kai: With a car? ' I smiled at his words and giggled silently.

Me: No with the horse. ' I had put smiling emoji I was smiling like an idiot too.

Kai: You will get lost. 'At the end of his text, he also adds a smile and I can imagine how he is laughing at me or maybe smiling with that cute smile on his face and which shows little dimples on his cheeks.

Me: No I won't get lost! I'm using navigation....

Kai: You will be lost even with that. 'Again smiling emoji. I rolled my eyes at his words but still can't hold that stupid smile of mine.

Me: No, I'm not. 'I just easily write while looking at the same time on the road.

........

Kai: Where are you?

Me: I got lost. 'I sighed with annoyance.

Kai: Jesus Christ .....Super warrior, I'm coming.. 'He adds at the end of his sentence emoji with a huge smile and some sweat near it. I'm blushing from embarrassment and growl from anger at myself; he will think that I'm a stupid child who doesn't know how to even find the address of my best friend even with my navigation, why this thing doesn't work for me, all the time? -"Argghh" I beat with palms to my wheel with anger.

And then I remembered that I even didn't tell him where I am. I stopped my car on one side of the road and tried to find the street's name, but soon I saw Dominick coming in my way with a huge smile. On his nose are pink sunglasses. He looks so good with those ragged jeans and checker t-shirts on his slim body. He playfully put his hand in the air as would thank God.

- "Oh my God thank you to bring her here safely!" He rolled his eyes with annoyance.

"Why didn't you called me I was waiting for you all century! I began to think that Kai didn't let you from his bed, but you managed an escape, well I wouldn't blame you if you would f..." He winked at me with a huge smile on his face.

- "Dom!" I shouted at him with my angry gaze but also with a little smile, in the corner of my lips, and didn't let him finish what he wanted to say, but he continued to tease me.

- " But don't dare forget me even if sex is inhumanly hot ." He laughed and licked his lower lips and I blushed more.

He put his sunglasses off and hugged me so strongly that I gasped from needing air but needing his cuddle was more in need.

- "Well, I'm a big girl despite you, and Kai thinks else." I rolled my eyes but still kept a smile on my face. "And I can find my stupid friend with his new stupid gorgeous house. I'm maybe poor but not stupid it does just take more time for me to figure out where you live.

-" Oh really? He raised one eyebrow. So you know where you are now?" He had put his arms on his hips in challenging me.

-"Well, of course, I know you live..." I turned around and showed with my one finger to the first house I saw and already knew that I'm so screwed up. "Here" Yes, I'm clueless about where we are and he just chuckled.

"Oh shit...That stupid navigation why it didn't show me." I went to car check it if I had put the wrong address here.

- "My house is on another side of the road I was going to pick us some fun stuff..." he smiled and leaned back to my car with one hand he raised a bottle of champagne." Did you think I let you run away easily? We must celebrate in an appropriate way girl." I smiled at him and chuckled from his burning eyes and such a wide smile on his face. But soon I sighed heavily.

- "What's wrong it's not cheap champagne?" He raised one eyebrow after scanning my serious face." It's really good I won't poison you with some dung" he continued and looked at the bottle and structure of it.

- "Dominick from all your many, crazy, and fancy friends I'm mostly not fancy." I giggled and leaned my back to the seat in hard thinking.

- "You are my only friend and others are just... he took a moment and shrugged his shoulders like an innocent child. " fancy ...stuff?" I laughed at his cocky but also funny attitude.

- "Dom I can't drink alcohol anymore." I looked into his eyes. How he doesn't get this still, he is all the time like in another world but I love him for that. I love him so much that I can't describe that, he is like my twin brother, he and Kai both are my family.

"-Girl if you say again Dom I will put in your mouth something nasty.." I stood up from the car and pushed his shoulder with my fingers at the same time laughing, he almost lost his balance but he controlled himself in hugging me again, then pushed away for a little bit that he could see my eyes. "Don't say that my little bitch is pregnant" he laughed again, but I looked in his face with a serious gaze.

- "Noooooo"....His no was so long that I blushed in shame, ten minutes, and Dom made me into tomato just nice I rolled my eyes in thinking. "No way Mathea are you serious?! Does Kai now?" He was holding my shoulders and almost screamed at me like he would be my father, but I just slowly shake my head. I didn't say to Kai, I don't know if I avoiding to say or there just wasn't a good time.

- "You are the first whom I told but If you will just judge me I'm going home. "I turned around from him with anger.

-"Wait I'm sorry, that just was.." I didn't let him finish words as some anger was in my words.

- "Crazy? Unexpected? Yeah, you can tell me." My voice was loud but soon it turned lower and it became almost a whisper, I was looking now at my shoes." But it is what it is and I'm so afraid Dom. I'm just afraid." Tears began to show in my eyes and my lower lip began to tremble.

- "Hey girl, don't be everything will be ok, ok?" He came closer and holds my shoulders with supporting eyes at his face. I love all the time when he says to me those words ( it will be ok, ok?) I love the way, how he speaks, I love his attitude well most of all people like him, his soul is so free, maybe because he doesn't care what others think about him, he just is the way he is. His opinion is more important for me than my own family, and my family is only my mother, but Dominick is caring about the feeling of family and not the only name of it.

"-Kai loves you and you two will be a perfect family." He hugged me with his skinny arms and his scent of expensive perfume was melting me in comfort.

- "How about your mum?" His eyes went wide in fear when he thought about her and he pushed himself from hugging that he could see my face.

- "You think I can tell her? " I raised my eyebrows with sarcasm in my voice. "She will burn me on fire, and then curse me that I'm bitch and embarrassed all our generation, I'm weak who was seduced by the devil, which maybe is using many children to satisfice his needing and I will burn in hell with my unborn child. No, thank you, I will keep it to myself" I had spit all words so quickly and hugged myself as coldness came to my all body. And Dominick just rolled his eyes.

- "Yeah I wouldn't be in the surprise of that...Look you need to go away from her as quickly as you can."He had put his fingers on his cheek in thinking " Maybe he is older than you in 9 years but he is so in love with you, I can see it, how he is looking at you" He looked around and then again he took my hand we must talk about so much but not here. He smiled and went to the passenger seat.

-"And I said to you that you can live with me" He sheepishly smiled " But know... In your condition, you will go to our sexy teacher's house sooner than I thought". His white teeth shined from the huge smile on his face as I rolled my eyes. He wouldn't be he if he wouldn't plan all my life in one minute. For him, everything is so easy, but it's not a movie it's real life and everything is more difficult for me.

- "Wait. Oh shit..." I gasped in fear.

"-What?" He froze...

- "I forgot to say that I don't need any more help from Kai and he is going to find me but he doesn't know where I am."

- "Didn't he ask?" He asked with a raised eyebrow but I just shrugged...

-" Well, no." It looked like he was sure where I am more than me knowing where I am. I didn't think about that but when Dominick is asking it's strange that he didn't ask me where he needs to go that he could find me. He just said that he is on his way to me. Maybe he is just waiting while I figure out the name of the street.

- "Then don't worry. When he won't know where to go he will call you...Maybe we together could make that big bear of yours make some fun with us. He needs to socialize a little bit from his cave...Or our teacher is too cool for hanging out with us?" He smirked at me. I'm giggling a little bit from his irony...

- "Well not all people are party lions like you, Dominick. "I pushed his shoulder with my hand with a smile and relief that we just can easily talk again and don't think about anything bad or stressful. I like how he can make me forget all the heavy stuff on my shoulders and just in sort time to chill.

- "Well it's true, I'm best but I will let him swim in my shining rays because I love you..." He smirke4d at me and put his pink glasses again on his face but the glass didn't hide his eyes they just made him look cute.

We laughed while I was driving. I felt happy and just looked at Dom when he was choosing a song. For him music was important every his mood was described with music and now he chooses some crazy song for a chilling mood. It's just good to feel good vibes from him I was relaxed and happy just being here together. I was enjoying the wind which was blowing through the window to my hair and the bright colors of the city on a warm summer day.

- "Where is your car?" I frown a little bit when remembering that his way into the home was still long.

- "I came with uber. My annoying sister took my car yesterday and she is still keeping it. That bitch is unbelievable..." he rolled his eyes in frustration.

"- Oh common when you were sixteen you have been much worse." I'm laughing from memories of how he all the time made frustrate teachers and at the same time, he made them laugh. He all the time was late to lessons but, he managed with his tongue and was good-looking somehow to avoid conflict, I think even teachers didn't have the patience to argue with him because soon he began to flirt with them especially if that teacher would be a man.

- "You are talking like it was long ago" he smiled and put his hand behind his head, I can't believe that school is over and we must choose our universities and common I was an angel" He smirked at me, "but if she will bruise it, for her it will be worse than meet with a demon... "He laughed while I was driving, "Wait for you will choose to go to University right? As we planned..." he couldn't continue as my phone rang with a massage.

-"I think it's Kai I think maybe he is asking the place where I am that he could pick me" I knew that I should have written to him that Dom had found me and he doesn't need to save me again, but when I looked at the number, it wasn't his.

"-Don't change theme Mathea Snow..." he crossed his arms. " I know baby changes everything but you just can't leave me alone with those dorks, we go together everywhere remember?" He leaned to me and my phone because I don't answer him so he looks at what took my attention.

I open the message but it was a video.

-"Who text you?", Dominick raised his eyebrow, when he looked at my face.

-"I don't know. It's an unknown number." I don't have many friends and my phone number knows only a few people. So it's just strange.

With one hand I'm keeping my phone with another I'm driving I opened massage and saw a man's back who is kissing sexy, blond hair woman, soon he turned around, he was holding the woman to the wall and I saw his face then. My leg suddenly pushed the pedal of brakes.

-"What... ta fuck Maia!" He frowned and I sensed him looking at me but I couldn't put off my eyes from the screen of my phone.

-"MM...aya what is that?" His eyes were so wide and his face became pale. I didn't answer him my eyes were full of water my hands were shaking. He leaned to the screen and could see what I was watching, as Kai kissed with all his passion another woman he took with his hand her ass as she moaned and breathed heavily, his tongue was in her mouth like they would eating each other faces.