My Broken Bond, Their Unending Pain

My Broken Bond, Their Unending Pain

Gavin

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After our parents died, my brothers were my protectors. That ended the day they brought home Faye, a fourteen-year-old orphan they treated like a fragile doll, while I became part of the furniture. They gave her my vintage saxophone, my promised trip to Paris, and dismissed my symphony-my life' s work-as "noise." The final betrayal happened in the library. Faye deliberately tore my master score to shreds. When I tried to stop her, she faked an injury, and my brothers took her side without hesitation. "You are a jealous, manipulative child," Clinton spat, before burning the rest of my symphony in front of my eyes. They told me to get out of their lives. So I did. I accepted a ten-year isolated fellowship and vanished. Now, I've returned as a world-renowned composer whose work saved millions. When my brothers, broken by regret, finally found me and begged me to come home, I gave them a calm, professional smile. "I'm sorry," I said. "Do I know you?"

Chapter 1

After our parents died, my brothers were my protectors. That ended the day they brought home Faye, a fourteen-year-old orphan they treated like a fragile doll, while I became part of the furniture.

They gave her my vintage saxophone, my promised trip to Paris, and dismissed my symphony-my life' s work-as "noise."

The final betrayal happened in the library. Faye deliberately tore my master score to shreds. When I tried to stop her, she faked an injury, and my brothers took her side without hesitation.

"You are a jealous, manipulative child," Clinton spat, before burning the rest of my symphony in front of my eyes. They told me to get out of their lives.

So I did. I accepted a ten-year isolated fellowship and vanished. Now, I've returned as a world-renowned composer whose work saved millions. When my brothers, broken by regret, finally found me and begged me to come home, I gave them a calm, professional smile.

"I'm sorry," I said. "Do I know you?"

Chapter 1

The smell of a new, unfamiliar perfume already filled the house. It was sweet, cloying, replacing the faint, familiar scent of old paper and wood that usually clung to our home. My brothers, Clinton and Edgar, walked in, not with the usual tired greetings for me, but with a girl I didn't know. Her name was Faye. Just like that, my first night after finishing my symphony was stolen.

I watched from the shadows of the hallway as they bustled around her. Faye, a wisp of a thing, all wide, innocent eyes and a practiced, demure smile. She was fourteen, they said, an orphan, a piano prodigy. They'd "taken her in," as if she were a stray kitten and I, their sister, was simply part of the furniture. My chest tightened.

I had saved every spare cent, every canceled coffee, every late-night scoring session, for that vintage instrument. It was a 1920s Selmer saxophone, a piece of art, perfectly restored. My parents had told me about it, how its sound was like no other. I found it, I negotiated for it, I bought it. It was mine.

Until it wasn't.

Clinton presented it to Faye with a flourish, calling it a "welcome home gift." Faye's fingers, slender and unfamiliar, traced the brass. Mine were still raw from handling the score that earned it.

"Oh, Mr. Benson," Faye cooed, her voice barely a whisper, yet it cut through the room. "It's too much. I couldn't possibly."

"Nonsense, little bird," Edgar chimed in, his arm draped possessively over her shoulder. "You deserve it. A talent like yours needs the best."

My stomach churned. I had just finished the final movement of my Symphony No. 1 in C minor. It was my heart, my soul, poured onto those pages. The saxophone was meant to be my reward, a small piece of beauty I could hold onto.

"It's not like you even play that stuff, Clara," Edgar said, his voice flat, turning to me suddenly as if just noticing my presence. "Faye has a real talent. Something marketable. Not just... noise."

His words were a physical blow, leaving my lungs empty of air. Noise. My symphony. The culmination of years of work, of every ounce of my being. Just noise.

A few weeks later, the glossy brochures for our annual family trip lay on the coffee table. Paris. The city of lights, of history, of music. I'd been dreaming of it since I was a child. My parents had promised me, just before they died. Clinton and Edgar had renewed that promise every year.

"Faye, darling, look," Clinton gestured, his face alight with an enthusiasm I hadn't seen directed at me in years. "Which patisserie would you like to visit first? We'll get you the best macaroons in Paris!"

Faye giggled, a sound like tiny bells. "Oh, anything you choose, Mr. Benson. I'm just so grateful."

My Paris trip. The one I'd planned, the one I'd researched, the one I'd been explicitly told was mine. Now, it was hers.

The loneliness was a heavy cloak, wrapping around me, suffocating me. I felt like a ghost in my own home, unseen, unheard, unloved. But the symphony. It was still there. It hummed in my veins, a defiant melody against the silence. It was my escape.

Then Professor Middleton's email arrived. A prestigious, ten-year isolated composition fellowship in Europe. A chance to disappear. A chance to create. It was my only ticket out.

The thought of leaving twisted something inside me. This house, these brothers, they were all I had left of my parents. But my heart was a bruised, battered thing. It couldn't take any more. I knew, with a chilling certainty, that if I stayed, I would simply cease to exist.

I called Clinton first. The phone rang five times before his assistant picked up, her voice crisp and unwelcoming. "Mr. Benson is in a very important meeting, Ms. Benson. He cannot be disturbed."

I tried Edgar next. His line was busy, then went straight to voicemail. I left a message, my voice trembling slightly. "Edgar, it's Clara. I... I have something important to tell you. Can you call me back?"

Hours passed. No call. The phone felt heavy in my hand, a useless brick. It was Christmas Eve. The festive lights outside seemed to mock the darkness inside me.

The next morning, Christmas Day. Still no call. The fellowship offer sat open on my laptop, the deadline looming. Professor Middleton' s words echoed in my mind, "This is a rare opportunity, Clara. A chance to truly find your voice, uninterrupted."

I heard the muffled sounds of laughter from downstairs. Faye' s bright, clear voice. My brothers' deep tones. They were celebrating. Without me.

I picked up my phone again. This time, I tried Clinton's personal line. It rang. And rang. And rang. I was about to hang up when a click.

"Clara? What is it? I told my assistant not to put anyone through." His voice was sharp, impatient.

"It's Christmas, Clinton," I said, my voice barely a whisper. "I just wanted to say Merry Christmas."

A sigh, heavy and dismissive. "Merry Christmas. Now, if that's all, I'm quite busy."

"No, wait," I rushed, my heart pounding. "I... I wanted to ask if we could spend some time together today. Just the three of us. Like we used to."

A pause. "Clara, that's impossible. Faye's here. She's had such a difficult life. We can't just ignore her on Christmas. It wouldn't be right."

"I brought gifts," I blurted out, desperation rising. "For everyone. Even Faye. I got her that limited edition sheet music book she wanted, the one with the rare Chopin nocturnes."

"Oh, she already has that," Clinton said, his tone flat. "Faye picked it up herself last week. And anyway, I don't appreciate you trying to buy your way into our plans. It's crude."

"Crude?" My voice cracked. "I just wanted to be with my family."

"Look, Clara. Faye's very sensitive. Your... presence often makes her uncomfortable. She feels like you're competing with her. We're trying to give her a stable environment, Clara. Something you, frankly, haven't been contributing to lately."

My world tilted. So, it was my fault. Everything was my fault.

"Can I just... drop off the gifts?" I pleaded, a raw ache in my throat. "I can leave them at the door. I won't come in."

Another sigh. "Fine. But be quick. We're about to have Christmas brunch." The line clicked dead before I could even say goodbye.

I clutched the phone, my knuckles white. My carefully wrapped gifts sat in a bag by the door. The Chopin nocturnes, painstakingly tracked down, now useless. I had spent nearly all my savings on these presents, hoping, foolishly, that a tangible expression of love might somehow bridge the chasm that had opened between us.

For Clinton, a rare first edition of a financial treatise he'd always admired. For Edgar, a signed lithograph from his favorite obscure artist. And for Faye, the sheet music, along with a delicate silver locket. I had imagined her delight, Edgar's approving nod, Clinton's fleeting smile. I had longed for a moment of connection, a flicker of the family we once were. I wanted to show them I cared, that I wasn't just "noise."

I drove to the house, the familiar grand facade looming over me. My childhood home. It felt like a museum now, a place where I was no longer welcome. I parked down the street, my heart a frantic drum against my ribs.

Taking a deep breath, I walked up the driveway. I tried to make myself small, invisible. I rang the bell, then stepped back, clutching the bag of gifts like a shield.

The door opened. Clinton stood there, his face stern. Inside, I could see Edgar, laughing, and Faye, draped in a silk robe, her hands resting on the keys of the grand piano in the living room – my mother's piano.

"Clara. You're here," Clinton said, his voice devoid of warmth.

"Merry Christmas," I managed, pushing the bag into his hands. "The gifts."

He took them, his gaze sweeping over me with a hint of surprise, a flicker of something unreadable in his eyes before it vanished. Then, he turned his attention back to the living room.

Faye, seeing the bag, cried out, "Oh, presents! For me?" She bounced up from the piano. She was the center of their universe. It was clear.

She tore into the Chopin book first, her eyes wide. "Oh, it's beautiful! Thank you, Clara!" she chirped. The silver locket followed. Her delight was genuine, or so it seemed.

Then, in her excitement, she stumbled on the plush rug, the locket flying from her hand. It hit the marble floor with a tiny, sharp clink.

"Faye!" Edgar cried, rushing forward.

"My little bird!" Clinton joined him, their faces a mask of pure terror. They knelt beside her, checking for injuries, murmuring reassurances.

I stood there, watching, a cold ache spreading through my chest. I remembered when I was seven, falling off my bike, scraping my knee badly. My parents were away, as usual. Clinton and Edgar had been there, but they' d just told me to "be tougher." No frantic embraces, no whispered comforts. Just a sterile bandage from the first-aid kit.

My eyes met Clinton's over Faye's bowed head. His gaze, initially filled with concern for Faye, hardened as it landed on me. It turned to ice, accusing.

My heart constricted. I wanted to help. I took a step forward, my hand extended. "Faye, are you okay?"

But my foot caught on the edge of the rug. I stumbled, my hands flying out to brace myself. My palm hit the sharp corner of the side table, a searing pain shooting up my arm. I gasped, pulling back my hand. A gash bloomed, red against my skin.

"Clara! What was that for?" Clinton thundered, his voice laced with pure fury. "Are you really so desperate for attention you have to fake an injury on Christmas? You almost tripped Faye again!"

"I didn't! I just wanted to help," I stammered, my eyes welling up. The pain in my hand was nothing compared to the fresh wound in my soul.

"She didn't mean to, Mr. Benson," Faye chirped, her voice still sweet, turning to look at me, a tiny, almost imperceptible smirk gracing her lips. "The locket is perfect now anyway!"

My hand throbbed, but I forced myself upright. I pressed my injured palm against my leg, hiding the blood.

"You are nothing but a jealous, manipulative child, Clara," Clinton spat, his eyes blazing. "You always have to make everything about you, don't you? Trying to make Faye feel guilty, trying to steal her thunder. Just like you always do."

I bit back the words that threatened to spill out. The accusation of jealousy, of manipulation. It was a familiar refrain. My brothers had perfected the art of twisting my intentions, of making me the villain. I stood in silence, the throbbing in my hand a dull echo of the ache in my chest. The door stood open behind me, inviting me to leave. And for the first time, I knew I would.

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