My husband, Alexander, systematically destroyed my career as a prima ballerina. For years, I was the star of the New York City Ballet, but he ensured every major award went to his mistresses. The final insult was watching him hand my Starlight Award to his latest plaything, Cassie. Then I discovered a truth far more monstrous. He had helped Cassie' s brother escape justice after brutally assaulting my fragile sister, Grace. For two years, he used Grace' s expensive medical care as leverage, holding her hostage to ensure my obedience while he paraded his affairs in my face. At a public gala, Cassie tormented my sister with the truth of her assault until Grace, broken and terrified, jumped from the rooftop to her death. In a desperate attempt to save her, I leaped after her into the abyss. I had endured everything for Grace. His cruelty, the public humiliation, the death of my career. Now she was gone, murdered by his twisted games. But I survived the fall. And as I lay in that hospital bed, I made a new vow. I wouldn't just get a divorce. I would gather the evidence, expose his crimes, and burn his entire empire to the ground.
My husband, Alexander, systematically destroyed my career as a prima ballerina. For years, I was the star of the New York City Ballet, but he ensured every major award went to his mistresses. The final insult was watching him hand my Starlight Award to his latest plaything, Cassie.
Then I discovered a truth far more monstrous. He had helped Cassie' s brother escape justice after brutally assaulting my fragile sister, Grace.
For two years, he used Grace' s expensive medical care as leverage, holding her hostage to ensure my obedience while he paraded his affairs in my face.
At a public gala, Cassie tormented my sister with the truth of her assault until Grace, broken and terrified, jumped from the rooftop to her death.
In a desperate attempt to save her, I leaped after her into the abyss.
I had endured everything for Grace. His cruelty, the public humiliation, the death of my career. Now she was gone, murdered by his twisted games.
But I survived the fall. And as I lay in that hospital bed, I made a new vow. I wouldn't just get a divorce. I would gather the evidence, expose his crimes, and burn his entire empire to the ground.
Chapter 1
Hanna Butler POV:
The world knew me as Hanna Butler, the prima ballerina who commanded every stage she graced, but in the quiet cruelty of my own home, I was just a woman whose career was systematically dismantled by the man who vowed to cherish it. The final insult arrived, not with a whisper, but with a blinding flash of camera lights and the sickening glint of a trophy.
I felt the familiar ache in my chest, a dull throb that had become my constant companion. It wasn' t the strain of endless rehearsals or the brutal demands of my art. It was the slow, deliberate suffocation of my spirit. For years, I had held the principal dancer title, my name synonymous with the New York City Ballet' s triumph. Yet, the official accolades, the glittering awards that defined a legacy, always seemed to elude me.
They went to others.
Specifically, they went to his others.
I watched from the wings, the heavy velvet curtain a flimsy shield against the glare of the stage. The "Starlight Award," the industry' s most coveted honor, shimmered under the spotlights. It was meant to be mine. Everyone knew it. The online polls had me leading by a landslide, the critics had sung my praises for my recent, groundbreaking performance in "The Swan Queen." My phone buzzed with congratulatory messages, premature as they were.
But this was Alexander' s world, built with his money and ruled by his whims.
The announcement came, a slow, deliberate torture. The presenter' s voice, a saccharine drone, called out the name: Cassie Atkinson. My blood ran cold, then boiled. Cassie. His latest plaything, a corps de ballet dancer with the grace of a newborn foal and the ambition of a starved wolf.
A snicker ripped through the silence backstage. I recognized the voice of a fellow dancer, one I had mentored, now a bitter rival. "Looks like someone' s star just burned out."
My phone, still clutched in my hand, exploded with notifications. Social media buzzed, a venomous hive. "Hanna Butler snubbed again! Is Alexander Arnold playing favorites?" The questions hung in the digital air, echoing the whispers that had followed me for years.
Then I saw her. Cassie, her face alight with a feigned modesty that didn' t quite mask her triumphant smirk. She held the Starlight Award, a heavy, glittering symbol of everything I had earned, everything she hadn' t. Her eyes met mine across the vast expanse of the stage, a glint of cruel satisfaction in their depths.
She mouthed words, "My turn now."
A sharp, searing pain shot through my heart, a familiar one, but amplified this time. It was the accumulated weight of years of quiet humiliation, of watching my talent be diminished, my passion ridiculed, all for the sake of his ego, his endless parade of mistresses. This wasn't just another snub. This was a public execution of my career, my identity.
Enough.
The word echoed in the empty theater of my mind, a vow. I turned, pushing past bewildered stagehands, and walked out of the Lincoln Center, leaving the hollow applause and the bitter taste of defeat behind. My feet carried me through the bustling New York streets, a blur of yellow cabs and flashing neon, but my destination was clear.
Home. The gilded cage I shared with Alexander Arnold.
He was in his study, a glass of amber liquid in his hand, the glow of his laptop screen illuminating his perfectly sculpted profile. He didn't look up when I entered, his gaze fixed on some stock market ticker.
I placed the neatly folded divorce petition on his mahogany desk. The crisp white paper stood out starkly against the dark wood.
"I want a divorce, Alexander." My voice was flat, devoid of emotion, a tone I had perfected over years of emotional self-preservation.
He finally looked up, a flick of his wrist sending his expensive whiskey swirling. His eyes, usually cold and calculating, held a flicker of amusement. "A divorce? Is this about your little award tantrum, Hanna? You know I can get you another one."
"No," I said, my voice rising slightly, the carefully constructed calm starting to crack. "This is about being done. Done with the public humiliations, done with your affairs, done with being your trophy. I'm done, Alexander."
He leaned back, a predatory smirk playing on his lips. "Done? You think it' s that easy?" He picked up the petition, his thumb tracing the bold letters of my name. "You forget, Hanna. You signed a prenuptial agreement. You walk away with nothing."
"I don' t care about your money," I said, the words catching in my throat. "I just want out."
His smirk vanished, replaced by a chillingly serious expression. He steepled his fingers, his gaze unblinking.
"You want out?" he repeated, his voice low, almost a purr. "And what about Grace?"
My breath hitched. The air in the room suddenly felt thick, suffocating. Grace. My younger sister, my only living family, locked away in a private mental health facility, a fragile bird with broken wings. Her well-being was the leverage he held, the twisted chain that bound me.
A cold, clammy dread washed over me. I remembered two years ago, the phone call that shattered my world. I had just returned from Paris, where my original choreography had swept the international stage, earning me a standing ovation and the promise of a global tour. But the world stopped when the call came. Grace. Assaulted. Brutally. Her mind, once so bright, now a shattered mosaic.
Alexander, ever the savior, had stepped in. He promised to use his boundless resources, his legal team, his influence, to find Grace' s attacker, to bring him to justice. He swore he would protect her, ensure she received the best care, tucked away from prying eyes, from the brutal memories that haunted her waking hours and stole her sleep. I had believed him. I had clung to him then, grateful, dependent, seeing him as my rock in a world that had crumbled around me.
He had held me in his arms when I wept, when the rage at Grace' s attacker threatened to consume me. He had whispered promises of vengeance, of justice. I gave up the international tour, the pinnacle of my career, to be by Grace' s side, to ensure her recovery. Alexander, with a grand gesture, built a state-of-the-art wing at a secluded facility, a sanctuary for Grace. I owed him everything.
"Grace is already secured, Alexander," I said, forcing the words out, my voice trembling despite my best efforts. "She' s safe."
He chuckled, a dry, heartless sound. "Is she? Or is she merely... under my protection?" He leaned forward, his eyes boring into mine, devoid of warmth. "Imagine what could happen if my protection were suddenly... withdrawn. The best doctors, the tranquil environment, the specialized care... all gone. What happens then, Hanna? Does your precious sister thrive in a public institution? Does her fragile mind survive the harsh realities of a world that doesn' t understand her pain?"
My vision blurred. No. He wouldn' t. He couldn' t. My hands balled into fists, my nails digging into my palms. The pain was a distant echo of the anguish twisting in my gut.
"You wouldn' t dare," I hissed, my voice barely a whisper.
"Oh, Hanna, you still underestimate me," he said, his voice dripping with condescension. "You think your little dance career is the most important thing? I own this city. I own the ballet. I own you. And as long as I own you, Grace remains... comfortable."
He watched my face, savoring the fear that must have contorted my features. This was his game. Control. Absolute, unwavering control.
He snapped his fingers. A housemaid, a silent shadow, appeared at the study door. "Bring the gifts," he commanded, his voice returning to its usual imperious tone.
The maid returned moments later, her arms laden with velvet boxes and shimmering garment bags. Alexander gestured towards them dismissively. "A little something to cheer you up, Hanna. Perhaps a reminder of what you stand to lose."
The maid opened a garment bag, revealing a breathtaking haute couture gown, a cascade of midnight blue silk and intricate silver embroidery. "It' s a limited edition, Madam. Custom-made for your frame."
I stared at the dress, then at the pile of diamond necklaces, sapphire earrings, and ruby bracelets spilling from the velvet boxes on his desk. I owned a vault full of such treasures, gifts from him over the years, each one a gilded chain. They were supposed to be symbols of his adoration, tokens of my worth. Now, they felt like shackles, each glittering stone a mockery of my shattered pride. He thought these trinkets could mend the gaping wound he' d carved in my soul? He thought they could buy my silence, my submission?
They were not gifts. They were bribes. Compensation for the slow, agonizing death of my spirit. Each jewel felt like a brand, a mark of his ownership, his betrayal.
A cold laugh, sharp and brittle, escaped my lips. I reached for the exquisite dress, my fingers closing around the delicate fabric. With a sudden, violent surge of adrenaline, I ripped it from the hanger and hurled it across the room. It landed with a soft, defiant sigh against the fireplace mantel, a crumpled heap of silk and silver.
Then, with a sweep of my arm, I sent the entire collection of jewelry clattering to the floor. Diamonds skittered across the polished marble, rubies bounced, sapphires rolled, a symphony of broken promises. The maid gasped, her hand flying to her mouth.
Alexander' s face, which had been impassive moments before, contorted with rage. "Hanna!" he roared, his voice shaking the very foundations of the room.
He snatched the heavy crystal ashtray from his desk. Before I could even register his movement, it flew through the air, a lethal projectile. It struck my temple with a sickening thud. A blinding flash of pain, then warmth trickling down my face. My hand flew to my head, coming away sticky with blood.
He stood over me, his chest heaving, his eyes blazing with a terrifying intensity. There was no regret in them, only fury. "You will learn your place, Hanna. I will not tolerate this insolence." He leaned down, his voice a low, dangerous growl. "Remember Grace. One wrong move, and her 'comfort' will become a distant memory."
My vision swam, the room tilting precariously. But even through the haze of pain, a stark clarity emerged. This man, my husband, was capable of anything. He had no limits, no empathy. He was a monster.
Just then, his phone buzzed. He glanced at the screen, and his face softened, the rage melting away as if it had never been there. A faint smile, one I hadn't seen directed at me in years, touched his lips.
"I' m on my way, sweetheart," he murmured into the phone, his voice suddenly tender, solicitous. He didn't spare me another glance as he strode out of the study, leaving me bleeding on the floor, surrounded by shattered crystal and scattered jewels. The scent of his expensive cologne lingered, a final, sickening reminder of his betrayal.
I pushed myself up, my head throbbing, the metallic taste of blood in my mouth. I stumbled to the vanity, grabbing a silk scarf to tie around my wound. My reflection stared back at me, a stranger with haunted eyes and a bruised, bleeding temple. But beneath the pain, something hardened. The fear, the humiliation, the heartbreak-they coalesced into a cold, unwavering resolve.
I would not break. Not for him. Not for Grace.
My fingers, still trembling, found my phone. I scrolled through my contacts, bypassing the names of the powerful and influential, until I found the one I needed. Alex Callahan. My childhood friend, now a high-powered lawyer in Chicago. He was my antithesis to Alexander, a beacon of loyalty and genuine kindness.
He answered on the second ring. "Hanna? Is everything okay? You never call this late." His voice, warm and concerned, was a balm to my raw nerves.
"Alex," I choked out, the single word thick with unshed tears. "I need your help. I need to divorce Alexander. And I need to protect Grace. Fully."
There was a beat of silence on the other end, then his steady voice. "Hanna, whatever you need. I' m on the first flight to New York. Consider it handled."
A faint flicker of hope, the first in what felt like forever, ignited within me. Alex. He would be my shield. My sword.
I remembered Alexander's extravagant courtship, the grand gestures. He had built me a private studio, a cathedral of dance, where he would watch me for hours, his eyes alight with something akin to obsession. "You are grace incarnate, Hanna," he'd said, his voice husky. "My muse. My queen." I had believed him. I had fallen for the illusion, the idea that his possessiveness was love, that his control was protection. I married him, despite his family's disdain for my profession, despite the whispers that followed him. He made me internationally renowned, pouring his vast resources into my career, elevating me to a star.
But then the mistresses started, subtle at first, then blatant. Each woman, younger, hungrier, was placed strategically in roles I should have had, given awards I had earned. My name, once whispered with reverence, became a punchline. The ballet world, once my sanctuary, became a stage for my public humiliation.
I would lie awake at night, my body aching not from dance, but from the emotional bruises he inflicted. He'd find me, sometimes. "Why the long face, Hanna?" he'd ask, a cruel amusement in his eyes. "I give you everything. Money, fame, a beautiful home. What more could you want? A man needs his... diversions. You should be grateful."
Gratitude. He twisted everything into a debt I could never repay. He thought love was a transaction, devotion a commodity.
I closed my eyes, the throbbing pain in my head a stark reminder of his brutality. He used to say he loved me. He used to say I was irreplaceable. Every single word was a lie. He didn' t want a wife; he wanted a possession. Once acquired, its value diminished, its purpose reduced to a display. He had pursued me relentlessly, with a fervor that once felt like passion. But now I saw it for what it was: the thrill of the hunt, the pride of acquisition. I was a trophy, and like all his trophies, once I was caught, I ceased to be interesting.
He had won. He had broken me down, piece by piece, until I thought there was nothing left.
But he was wrong. There was Grace. And there was a flicker of fire, deep within me, that he had failed to extinguish. A fire that was now burning into a raging inferno.
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