I spent a decade as Ashton Maxwell' s shadow, building his empire and warming his bed, only for him to announce his engagement to a senator's daughter right in front of me. When assassins struck that night, he didn't just choose her; he used my body as a human shield against a grenade and then shot me himself to prove his loyalty to her family. I survived, reinvented myself as Grecia Munoz, and returned to burn his world to the ground, eventually forcing him to hand over his entire empire in a desperate plea for forgiveness. He promised to disappear so I could find peace with a kind doctor named Garrick. But Ashton' s definition of love was a sickness. To "protect" me from what he called a weakness, he secretly destroyed Garrick' s career and reputation, driving the only innocent man I ever loved to jump off a bridge. He thought this would drive me back into his arms, into the safety of the monster he created. Instead, I drove to the Hamptons, to the pristine dream home he had built for our future. He knelt before me, begging for understanding, claiming he did it all for us. I didn't offer forgiveness. I raised the pistol he had once given me, aimed at the heart I had already broken, and ended the nightmare once and for all.
I spent a decade as Ashton Maxwell' s shadow, building his empire and warming his bed, only for him to announce his engagement to a senator's daughter right in front of me.
When assassins struck that night, he didn't just choose her; he used my body as a human shield against a grenade and then shot me himself to prove his loyalty to her family.
I survived, reinvented myself as Grecia Munoz, and returned to burn his world to the ground, eventually forcing him to hand over his entire empire in a desperate plea for forgiveness.
He promised to disappear so I could find peace with a kind doctor named Garrick.
But Ashton' s definition of love was a sickness.
To "protect" me from what he called a weakness, he secretly destroyed Garrick' s career and reputation, driving the only innocent man I ever loved to jump off a bridge.
He thought this would drive me back into his arms, into the safety of the monster he created.
Instead, I drove to the Hamptons, to the pristine dream home he had built for our future.
He knelt before me, begging for understanding, claiming he did it all for us.
I didn't offer forgiveness.
I raised the pistol he had once given me, aimed at the heart I had already broken, and ended the nightmare once and for all.
Chapter 1
Iris POV
I traced the rim of the champagne flute, the anticipation a humming current beneath my skin. Ten years. Ten years of building his empire, of being his shadow, his strategist, his lover. Tonight felt different. Tonight, the whispers of a shared future felt real, tangible. Ashton was late, but that was just like him, always making an entrance. The door finally clicked open. My smile faltered.
He wasn' t alone.
Elodie Hubbard, a vision in an ethereal white dress, clung to his arm. Her laugh, light and tinkling, shattered the quiet hum of my hope. Ashton' s eyes met mine across the penthouse living room, devoid of the warmth I expected. They held a different kind of glint – triumph, and something colder. Something I couldn't yet name.
"Iris," he said, his voice flat, emotionless. "Elodie and I have an announcement."
My heart hammered, a frantic drum against my ribs. I knew this voice. I knew this look. It wasn't the voice of a man about to propose. It was the voice of a man closing a deal. But not with me.
Elodie beamed, her perfect white teeth flashing. "We're engaged!" she chirped, holding up her left hand. A diamond, impossibly large and brilliant, dwarfed the one hidden in my handbag. It mocked me.
The air left my lungs in a silent whoosh. Engaged. Not to me. Never to me.
My throat tightened. "Congratulations," I managed, the word a bitter ash on my tongue. It felt like a lie.
He nodded, a dismissive gesture. "It's a strategic alliance. Senator Hubbard' s connections will legitimize everything we've built, Iris. You understand."
He said it like an order. Like I was a subordinate, not the woman who had shared his bed, his secrets, his life for a decade. Like I was nothing more than a cog in his machine.
I understood. I understood that I was never the prize. I was only ever the tool.
Just hours ago, he had held me. His hands on my skin, his breath hot against my neck. His whispers had filled my ears. False promises. Beautiful lies. Lies I had desperately wanted to believe.
His lips had moved against mine, a practiced intimacy. Every touch, every kiss, a carefully orchestrated symphony of control and desire. I had melted into him, as I always did. My body, a testament to a loyalty he clearly didn't deserve.
"You're mine, Iris," he'd murmured, his voice rough with something I'd mistaken for passion. "Always."
He'd pulled me closer, the scent of his cologne filling my senses. His calloused fingers had traced the line of my jaw, then slid down my arm, intertwining with mine. My heart had swelled, foolishly believing this was the preamble to everything I dreamed of.
I remembered the warmth of his skin against mine, the rhythm of his breath matching my own. I had clung to him, pouring all my unspoken hopes into that embrace. My body had ached with a longing that went beyond physical pleasure. It was a craving for belonging, for permanence.
He had stroked my hair, his gaze distant even then. "My mother wants me to attend the annual charity gala next month," he' d said, his voice casual. "It's a big one this year. All the influential families will be there."
My breath had caught. A shiver of excitement had run through me. He never took me to those events, the ones where the Maxwell name was paraded in polite society. It was always some carefully selected 'date' to maintain appearances. Was this it? My official introduction?
"The gala?" I' d whispered, hope making my voice tremble. "Are you taking me?"
He had chuckled, a low, rumbling sound that once made my skin prickle with delight. Now, it echoed with cruelty.
"Taking you?" He pulled away, just enough to look at me, his eyes sharp. "No, Iris. You'll be coordinating the security detail, as always. Elodie will be on my arm."
The world tilted. The warmth of the bed turned to ice. The promises in his eyes evaporated.
"Elodie?" I' d asked, the name foreign on my tongue. "What about us, Ashton?"
He' d sighed, a sound of weary exasperation. He' d pushed himself up, already putting distance between us. "Us? Iris, there is no 'us' in the way you seem to imagine." He ran a hand through his dark hair, a gesture of impatience. "You're my Chief of Staff. My most trusted asset. That's your role."
His words sliced through me. A precise, surgical cut. My role. Not his partner. Not his future.
"When did this decision happen?" I asked, my voice barely a whisper. I needed to know. Had I been a fool even as he touched me? Even as he kissed me?
He glanced at his watch. "The details were finalized last week. Senator Hubbard's daughter is quite... amenable." He paused, a flicker of something almost like regret in his eyes, but it vanished as quickly as it appeared. "Now, I need to get ready. Elodie is arriving soon."
He stood, pulling on a silk robe, already moving on. To her.
I watched him go, every movement a fresh stab. The sheets felt cold, the room suddenly vast and empty. I looked at my reflection in the dark windowpane, a stranger with haunted eyes. What had I been thinking? What had I become?
All these years, I had been the woman in the shadows. The one who handled the dirty work: the money laundering, the quiet assassinations, the brutal negotiations. I cleaned up his messes, built his empire brick by bloody brick. And for what? To be discarded for a socialite whose only qualification was her father' s political leverage.
A wave of nausea hit me. I quickly made my way to the bathroom. My stomach churned, emptying itself of the champagne and the bitter taste of betrayal. I looked at myself in the mirror. My face was pale, a network of scars barely visible beneath my jawline – a souvenir from a job gone wrong, a job I' d done for him. I wondered if Elodie had any scars. Probably not. She was the pristine white swan, I was the blood-stained vulture.
The engagement ring, the one he had given me years ago, a promise whispered in the dark, felt heavy on my finger. A cruel joke.
He returned, dressed impeccably, the scent of his cologne now mingled with Elodie' s sweet perfume. He looked at me, still disheveled, still reeling from his announcement. A flicker of annoyance crossed his face.
He picked up a small, elegant box from the dresser. Inside, nestled on velvet, was a delicate diamond necklace. "This is for Elodie," he said, his voice softer than I' d heard it in hours. "A small token for our first public appearance as an engaged couple."
He held it up, admiring the way the facets caught the light. His eyes, usually so sharp and calculating, softened with something I had never seen directed at me: tenderness. A genuine tenderness that twisted a knife in my gut.
He turned, walking toward the door, Elodie' s hand already reaching for his. He paused, his voice barely audible. "Iris," he said, without turning back. "Don't embarrass me."
Then he was gone, the heavy oak door clicking shut behind him. His words, a final, brutal blow, echoed in the silent room.
I felt a hysterical laugh bubble up, then choke into a sob. I slid to the floor, my fingers clutching at the expensive fabric of my dress. The future I had envisioned, the one I had built my life around, lay in ruins around me. He didn' t just break my heart. He annihilated my entire existence.
I dragged myself to the hidden panel behind the bookshelf. It clicked open, revealing a small, steel safe. Inside, along with my emergency passport and a burner phone, lay a small, worn leather journal. My journal. And a silver locket, a gift from Colonel Hall years ago, a piece of something pure amidst the grime.
He had given me so many things. Expensive watches, designer clothes, a penthouse apartment. All tokens of ownership, not affection. Each one felt like a shackle now.
I grabbed the journal, the locket, and then, with trembling hands, I tore off the engagement ring he had given me. It clattered against the other jewelry in the safe – a collection of gilded cages. I added his family crest pin, the one I was supposed to wear tonight, to the pile. A dark, hollow laugh escaped my lips.
I found a lighter. The small flame danced, reflecting in my tear-filled eyes. One by one, I fed the tokens of my decade-long delusion to the fire. The ring, the pin, a silk scarf he' d once praised. Each item crackled and warped, turning to ash.
"What are you doing?" Colonel Hall's voice, gruff but laced with concern, broke through my haze. He stood in the doorway, his eyes wide.
I looked at the swirling ashes, a grim satisfaction spreading through me. "Cleaning house, Colonel." My voice was flat, devoid of emotion. "Every trace. Every memory. Gone."
He watched me, his gaze shrewd. "Where will you go?"
I finally looked up, my eyes meeting his. "Somewhere he can't find me." My voice was a whisper, but my resolve was steel. "And somewhere I can become someone he won't recognize."
I pulled out the burner phone. "Colonel, I need a new identity. A complete erasure. And don't tell a soul."
He nodded, without hesitation. My only true loyalty. My only true family.
"Consider it done, Iris." He paused, his gaze softening. "What name should I procure for you, child?"
My eyes hardened. "Grecia Munoz," I replied, the name a cold, unfamiliar melody on my tongue. "And make her a ghost."
Chapter 1
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Chapter 2
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Chapter 3
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Chapter 4
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Chapter 5
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Chapter 6
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Chapter 7
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Chapter 8
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Chapter 9
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Chapter 10
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Chapter 11
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Chapter 12
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Chapter 13
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Chapter 14
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Chapter 15
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Chapter 16
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Chapter 17
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Chapter 18
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Chapter 19
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Chapter 20
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Chapter 21
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Chapter 22
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Chapter 23
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Chapter 24
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