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to open my eyes to s

Am I in heave

ies came flooding back an

e foun

m will torture me

nd started begging wh

ing but I couldn't hear it and th

get into panic mode

ave never felt with anyone since 9-1

ke a deep breath." I

him ? He found me ? But how can

oked at the man in front of me

ing in front of me and I couldn't explain the

Is it rea

m here.." He smi

hen someone treats you so gentl

was warmin

, took out his blazer to put

d soon I bawled, clutching his blazer on

ll take care of you. Do y

ok my

me die. I am not worth being alive. I am dirty. I

not a product which can get dirt

know anything.

everything. If you'll tell me what happene

o you k

you and told me wh

hat he was trying to say. So he kno

ou had not seen sunlight

odd

? What ha

me. I'll only drag you down. Please leave me

normal people anymore

p from the bed, ready to leave when

g my head on his chest and

. I can control the media and public narrative if I

to harm you will

please believe me completely

lieve my luck and how foolish I

for you to go through so much hassle. You have a good li

ht ? After so long and after kn

with his other hand and I felt so comfortable

rstand, then I'll make it clear

eeling was. But when I realised my feelings, it was already too late. Now that

it. He still loves

always took you for granted. I wa

. You can be naive bu

ou don't deserve me. I am on

tears from my

o bed and

lothes for you t

y shirts if you want." He said

mind, " I said looking down embarrassed."

said and went inside a connecting r

rt and went outside before asking me to f

really liked it. I then went

hich have his scent. His scen

when I thought I shou

like it's his bedroom, s

ny other room or

my eyes fell on the sleeping f

oulder gently to wake him

be ver

ht 2 blankets from his room, put one on him and took the other o

is as comfort

d hit the sofa. I felt pe