My Pure Haven; Womb For Hire To Becoming His Wife
ts in that hospital room. But I knew that the weigh
and vows. My mouth was dry and my eyes were as though they'd been h
f all people?
doctors had to say. I slowly excused myself like
if it was for the ladie
ded to break down because I hav
ld tiles hit my knees before
ds covering my face, my whol
oul open. The kind of cry that turns you
ice still echoe
en diagnosed with can
er the counter kind of illness but t
come out of your fucking office to diagnose her of cancer? To literally te
.. you are so cruel you know that right? Haven't we suffered
me. I didn't even hear the tap running, I didn't realize
you okay?"
ly with the back of m
wearing a white coat with 'Dr. Vanessa's embroidered in a sm
was a doctor, just for
oked like someone who doesn't cry. Who had all she wan
umbled, tryi
ean to caus
quickly and politely
human and we have emot
What if she laughed? What if she was the type that judged people who didn
are clearly not fine... a
ply n
to tell me. I just.... I heard you c
pause...One of th
ce softened a
just in ro
, how did
seeing her with t
your m
he is m
tly. "I'm so sorry...real
ears I was holding back fell down my face. She was gent
..why I felt like I d
eiving the empathies, the sympat
d tried to wipe my smot from my
ve".. I said, m
s. It is infact cruel to some of us, if not
Because I knew it. I lived it but hearing it from some
he sink beside her. My eyes met hers in the mir
rying?... or w
oo?"... I asked
lightly, but
a long boring an
he end of
door. But just before she left, she turned
without thinking or bli
for a little moment. Almost
ame surname as hi
dded slowl
leared her throat and gave
if yourse
that, she
ood there
alking about. W
ger issues. When I stepped out of the restroo
ing, tubed running through her nose, the machine
tugging her lips as
her voice faint. "W
needed some air and wash my face
faintly, "E
her just as my father doe
est while my mi
ng, chemotherapy would start soon and
of crying in the hospital restrooms, tires of