The One He Never Put First

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op of her lungs as I go upstair

now anything

told me I'm one of the smartest people she knew despite my age. And

t she was bluffing to be honest. I knew she didn't like the fact that I'm dating an older guy but I'd always told myself she

go. Because it hurts, more than anything I've ever experienced in my 18 years of living. My mother bas

just didn't understand why I had to. Why c

you do th

with someone older to get back at her or something. Which didn't really make sense to me because mom and I always ha

ant to hurt h

as a lot harder than I would've ever thought because mom and

imply wasn't ready for a relationship, that was until I realized I just wasn't attracted to t

d and perfectly crafted him for me. Of course that was something I hadn't experienced before s

re the exact words I'd used on him. I'd never se

at's where he went wrong. He confused my heart and my mind with his beautiful pearly white teeth and hi

rew was the hotel manager and he'd always hooked me up with the posi

ew this of course and one of the most important things that were communicated to me before I even started was that I needed

affluential beings and was well o

e nighttime. So whenever we had these known figures check-in at certain times, we knew what t

what he was there for. I think a part of me didn't want him to go there,

know too because t

to the owner of the hotel to complain about me - which I guess was much worse. Long story short was that

someone so much

as I continue packing. I then send him a quick message letting him kno

never wanted to not have a relationship with my family

ut to be such a disappoint

kitchen where she seems to have s

forgive me. It'll never be la

t me but I don't need her to

e me too despite your being upset with me ri

aving the house I'd grown