Love Aint Always Pretty

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ading this new novel that I borrowed from the library. The

I called

ed because he was gay. Kurt was also a nerd and wore glasses like him. He was older than me and Billy exactly resembled Kurt. And I alw

are you?"

s, wiping the swea

g down your ass?" I asked befo

e. But they've asked me to buy

"No the

s the last day anyways. And

re telling me. What

l activities for five days of hell

?" God I'm

some surprise requirements too, and some kangaroo courts. I had to memorize long stupid poems a

showed his finger. It

r who was inebriated by them. I always had to say yes sir to the brothers. I had to eat horrible foods. I gave

by what he just said. "Wh

was a sore loser and nobody would want to be my fr

owed. "Kurt

"Do you k

t I didn't see you in my school. I

hool found out, I felt like his shadow was following me everywhere I go. I'm embarrassed that he's ga

gay. Kurt is a fun man and he doesn't really look gayish when yo

, that I'm not gay. If I'll join this fraternity, I'll be one of them and I'll gain brothers. I want to join the Spring Pledge

I asked in

d in the chapter. It's printe

s hazing goi

e will be forced to do calisthenics, or maybe dropped off somewhere blindfolded and had to

se heartless guys. Looks like this is so important to him and he's so eager to join it. He's so eager to get initiated. Why did I have to ask him about this

on't tell Kurt about this. I don't want his g

him ruefully

. He doesn't need to join some fraternity to gain friends and just to prove to them that he's different than Kurt. I'm sure ther

y says as she starts to rub

my laptop and stared at h

." She sits

sees. Nick hates him because I was one of those women he played wi

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e woman longer than one month. And be careful around those women he used to see, because they'll hate you

Trace. I'll try to stay

Tracy do you know where they

d she just told me she's not allowe

t spot for lunch around here in WSU. As I kept walking, I see Nick and Alec together with these other two men, heading to a car while talking and laughing, then th

wardly. "Wh

round too. I hurriedly ran towards him when some men who were passing by we

see he's helpless al

I could see he's holding back he's tears and didn't want to cry. Why did he even sign

in. Thanks."

while reaching for

too. He walked up to me and grabbed the stuff from my hand. Billy q

are you doing

kick him like he's some kind of dog?" I said ou

an bully him too. Do you even see how he's so scared of y

orture for a week, genius." One fr

my eyes

e be careful around other frat men of Phi Delta Theta, you're not allowed to help the

nything about this Nic

is eyes looking right at me and I think Alec was waiting for him to speak too

e Savannah. Thanks

going." I h

s such a

ays to me as he follows the other

ek. We didn't really have any exams but I think I was just used to reading notes in advance. My dad taught me to be like th

ssed me?"

. "Hey little sis. Had

re and bring me my favorite steak on

do bab

nner yet but I'll get mys

on my way for a meeting with dad an

old C

ever takes him to meetings

t week I'll

d. "Drea

Friday tomorrow. Wanna spend the weekend wit

u really d

up there tomorrow aroun

ng will be fine. I'm sure Ingrid st

. Saturd

I misse

too pain i

mil

ved at the restaurant.

on't piss in front of

ery hilar

d. "I lo

too. Later

"Wow. I didn't know

d and saw Tracy enteri

brother.

rother? That's reall

no

inner Savannah. Wanna co

ld you give this shirt back to Nick? He said he n

's going to be joining us fo

ecause he's going to be there on one table with us

smiled at me. We walked together and she opened the passenger door for me. Nick's cold blue eyes stared at me and he looked away.

or not?" N

ly talked to each other. We were both quiet and I just hate him every time he's near me. I could still remember what he said to and how he

while throwing i

oor and was about t

fr

t apol

looking at me seriously. Goodness

e." he added then finally opens

oks a

go."

Clyde while I was walking together with Nick right next to me but he was just a little distant. He opened the restaurant

e a problem with Nick but he's the one who has a problem with me and he's hard to deal with. I'm sure as hell any minut

on't kn