PROLOGUE One relationship ruined because of a one night's mistake. You ask our father to give you me but this is not what I want. I have no intention of ruining a relationship. I also don't want to hurt my fellow human beings, just not expecting what happened in the past so this is now a consequence in my life because I am married to a man I do not love and I am the only one who loves. "Wait for the love that you deserve." That's another. So I could do nothing but pray for everything and dream. I am a legal but I just let what he wants to do, I also let him continue his relationship with the woman he loved and cared for since. Im not martyr wife I just want everything. Although it was annoying but my fate was just like this. We are not engraved by love and I accept that. I accept the two of us, I also accept that we are just getting married in the paper even when we are on the same roof. Im just trying, trying everything to make the two of us okay and everything will be okay. I do my job as his wife, I serve her as a wife. I learned to cook because of her although I feel like she doesn't eat what I'm cooking. Life is bad but it is, here it is. "Did you eat already?" I asked her because I reached her coffee in the dining area as she focused on her laptop. I submitted bitterly because I hoped he didn't answer my question. Who am I to give him time, even though he does not think I can do no infectious disease but I will treat me with a leprosy. "Did your daddy talk first?" He asked me and exploded with his laptop closed. "I said that." I replied and started to adjust to the dining area. "Good." he said and stood up. "Don't expect me to go home weekdays, it's just a weekend or maybe not." he said seriously. I could do nothing but nod. I don't want a family mess anymore so I face it even though it hurts. I am the culprit, I am the one who understands that I am the one to bear. "If you were in camp just ignore me they didn't even know I was my wife on paper." he said to me and turned away. "Im sorry." I apologized again and the tingen followed him. He stopped walking and took a deep breath. "Your sorry can't change the situation, Psalm." He replied so I stooped down and just played with my fingers. "I love you." I told her, I knew she had known how I felt since then. "But you don't own me." he answered me as well. I approached her and confronted her. "What should I do to forgive me?" I asked her. "My freedom." He said and stared at my shower. "And please don't use the ring, we're not lovers!" He said and reminded me that we would not have anything to do with it. "You know I can't do that right?" I asked what he wanted to do, it could still be a sigh of relief and I would ignore him when I was at PNP. "Gawen for me to forgive you." He said last time and left. I sighed because he was unlikely to happen. Maybe I'll just accept this until Daddy lets me go and give MC Llishan's request, freedom. The daddy is also a jerk. "Being in love with someone who no longer loves you is the painful feeling in the world." I just said and went back to the room. How long can I show them that I'm okay? How long can I accept everything? I want her to be free for the sake of the person she loves and she has dreamed since she was a child .... Hope one day, you have your freedom .... This is the truth that I standing on. Im psalm jaxeen de-gracia and he is mc llishan sanchez
Chapter 1 Part 1
"Daddy," I called Daddy and ran to him. He stopped and waited for me.
"Yes son," he also said to me and hugged me so we were walking to the hospital together.
"Can I talk about what happened before?" I asked her. She stopped and looked at me so I stooped down. Daddy knows how much i love mc llishan.
"A year ago nothing happened because daddy." I told her.
"You're a girl, something happened to you so she needs to answer you." He said seriously.
"But daddy." I protested.
"Let's go, I'll just turn it on." I convinced him but he just walked as if he had no one so I followed him.
"Daddy." I call again, he doesn't want to because I'm at work.
"Daddy please,"
"I'm begging him hurts." I was convinced again but he just looked at me, a father who was full of love for his son. Daddy is my first love at all, so I'm lucky.
"I will give her independence but they will forget to have a grace that is engraved on their sources." Daddy's serious answer.
"Once is enough to a wise person Psalm." He added. This is also the one I didn't like because of Daddy's friendship and MC's daddy, I was just going to ruin it so MC agreed to marry me even though it was against his will.
"All right." I just looked at her before giving her a kiss and hugged her tightly. He also reacted to a hug and kissed my forehead so I was blown away.
"Takecare always." He said to me because I was no longer carrying the driver I learned to be alone on my way.
"Bye, Daddy. I love you." I said last time before I turned away from him. I was still responding so I looked up again and gave a flying kiss. Today is the day of the team's free check up at the PNP Camp because the medical team contracts as their doctors before they can talk especially with new quotas.
I fixed myself first and also put a little make-up on my face so that I could not look pale, I combed my hair first to the shoulder long and tied it, because it was hot later in the hall for sure. I looked in the mirror before I smelled. She took my lab gown and removed my wedding before getting off the car. Im wearing a V-neck sleeveless tank and it was stuck in my high waist pants I wanted to be comfortable.
"Doctora de-Gracia?" Call me so I look behind me.
"Captain, De Jesus." I mentioned to him too and I bowed.
"Nice." I said he said and quickly came to me.
"Thanks." I answer and submit. She wore my lab gown and we went to the training hall together because she was going there. I was looking at my companions who were fixing the users as if I were just waiting. Other officials were also busy, there was also a queue. Other policemen are already fixing the form.
"Sorry, im late." I apologize to my companions.
"No, you understand." Dr. Henry is the head namen.
We started our work, specially to check their health internal and even their external skin. We all know that the skin is the largest organ of the body and when your profession is mans of uniform. There are many skin diseases that interfere with work like Linchen Symplex Chronicos, Urticaria, itchyness to the body so we provide medicine for them And because of many they are no longer aware of the time. I could feel my back wet because of the hot and the capacity here in the hall so the air could not enter. It was just because of the profession that it was also to serve people. I noticed that because I was still busy writing.
"Doctora, water." Offering Capt. De Jesus so the tingen lifted me to him. He opened the bottle and gave it to me. I lowered my stethoscope and took the water he had reached.
"Thanks." I thank him very much.
"Nothing." She replied and put her back. I didn't even look at her because I wanted to finish what I was doing for a break.
"Vacation girlfriend are you tol?" I asked Capt.de Jesus to talk to him but I ignored it.
"Come to Siargao first." I also heard that MC's voice answered, so I stopped writing first. I didn't know he was there before or he was just coming. I still remember what he said I would ignore him when we were in the camp so he hoped I would ignore him. I took a deep breath before I finished what I was writing and until we were all done. I put the stethoscope around my neck and drank some water before standing up and looking for a sigh of breath.
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