A
lking for, but I know it's long en
g against me. I probably should've taken them off the moment I ran out of there, b
g
t escape the thought of him, of what
houghts. I can't believe I was humiliated like that. How could I let them do that to me, treat me like that? I begin thi
between rage and shock and right now, I'm not even crying anymore. That part's done. My face is smudged with makeup and tears, my bo
idn't reall
t really say
t in his bed t
omething at me from across the street, but I don't hear what it is, thankfully, and just keep walking, my arms wrapped around myself and m
ake the pain heavier. I don't want to have to think about how many times he would sneak her into o
'm going to do... Thankfully, I still have my purse, my phone and my card. Even though Tyler was providing for both of us, I also worked as a graphic designer and media specialist
restaurants I could stay in for a while before I book an Uber an
one building catches my eye, gleami
ll
pulls me in. Maybe it's the way the light bleeds onto the sidewalk like spilt w
snatched and chaotic. I look completely insane. I quickly gather myself and run my hands through my hair, so I look somewhat presentable, just so that they don't kick me out before I can e
nally push t
urple and orange. I hear the soft hum of jazz ring through the air, and so I glance around to find a live band playing, tucked in a cosy corner of the room. A piano, saxo
ntrance. Her black dress hugs her graciously, and her
light and polished, European maybe,
ks with a polite smile, and that's when
g to just... sit somewhere. Maybe
staring at me without judgment
ressed men and even sharper-looking women. It looks like the type of place where you order your whiskey neat, a
should
ght now. Somewhere, no one knows me, where I can pretend I'm not the gi
artender is tall, clean-cut, and looks like he belongs on the cover of a magazine. He is perfectly handsome. Seems all the staff here are
utiful?" he asks, a flirtatious smil
t then I let it fade as a sharp pang hits my chest. I can't be smiling at ano
self that I no longer owe any loyalty to him. He's ch
th him as a warmer smile appears on my lips. "3 sh
ckle leaves his lips, nodding
all night I've felt even remotely grounded, and maybe I should soak it all i
night?"
s, but it's clean, soothing and expensive. I sincerely hope it does the trick in helping me numb myself. I sigh to myself once I've
relax... but it seemingly
m, and it makes me turn to my right, my eyes landing o
one who notices it. No one says a word, but the atmosphere changes like a cold front just blew in.
o enter the room, immediately sending m
ld cufflinks, and black leather gloves that he keeps on the entire time. In fact, all of them have gloves on... He has silky brown h
nd, my intuition immediately te
my gut, I know
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