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Lilith: A Romance

Chapter 9 I REPENT

Word Count: 1836    |    Released on: 01/12/2017

d that my father had had a peep into that m

ns were good people, and a night in their house would nowise have hurt me! They were doubtless strange, but it was faculty in which the one was peculiar, and beauty in which the other was marvellous! And I had not believed in them! had treated them as unworthy of my confidence, as harbouring a design against me! The more I thought of my behaviour to them, the more disgusted

A blackbird was singing on the lawn. I said to myself, "I will go and tell them I am ashamed, an

. It was nearly noon, and the sun would be a little higher than when first I came: I must raise the

there were the shapes of the former vision-distinguishable indeed, but tremulous like a lan

, until at last, in a great degree, so far as I was concerned, by chance, things came right between them,

tinually fancying afresh that I recognised something of the country; but I had come upon no forest, and now the sun was near the horizon, and th

ned to

t night," I said. "Will you take me with you

se, "My wife does not expect you to-night," he said. "She

may tell her how sorry

der their daisies-they all lie among the roots of the flowers of heaven-at the thought of your delight when the winter should be past, and the morning with its birds come:

Raven: is my father with you? Have y

hat was he you saw with his arm on

That I should have been

ack on him!" cor

ain down at onc

ur twice great-grandfather, both are up and away long ago. Your great-grandfather has been with us for many

OF CO

waking than you. No one who

t all under

erstand!" I held my peace.-But if I

her-is he also w

n the Evil Wood, f

vil Wood, that

wood. It is the place where those who will not sleep,

t unders

your face. When my wife and I do not understand our children, it is because the

u be so good as show me the nearest way home? There are mo

e indeed

, how to recogni

nderstand what we said. Home is ever so far away in the palm of your hand, and how to get there it is of no use to tell you. But you will get there; you must get there; you have to get there. Everybody who is not at h

I exclaimed. "I did not com

Indeed you are yourself the only riddle. What you call rid

d worse!"

king themselves until you understand yourself. The universe is a rid

tell me what I am to

ll YOUR to-do, o

me, at least direct m

The beings most like yo

could see nothing but the se

ed-taken from my home, abandoned in a strange world, and ref

nd you declined my hospitality, you reached what you call

f myself, but had I not come with intent of atonement? My heart was sore, and in my brain was neither ques

hrew back his head, and something shot from his bill, cast high in the air. That moment the sun set, and the air at once grew very dusk, but the something open

n this much, however, I do with a continuous and abiding sense of failure, finding it impossible to present more than one phase of a multitudinously complicated significance, or one concentric sphere of a graduated embodiment. A single thing would sometimes seem to be and mean many things, with an uncertain identity at the heart of them, which kept constantly altering their look. I am indeed often driven to set down what I know to be but a clumsy and doubtful representation of the mer

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Lilith: A Romance
“Mr Vane discovers that his library is haunted by the previous librarian, who takes the wraith-like form of a raven. He follows the raven through a mirror into the land of seven dimensions where he encounters beings both fey and biblical and struggles with questions of life and death. A fantasy, romance and adventure story.”
1 Chapter 1 THE LIBRARY2 Chapter 2 THE MIRROR3 Chapter 3 THE RAVEN4 Chapter 4 SOMEWHERE OR NOWHERE 5 Chapter 5 THE OLD CHURCH6 Chapter 6 THE SEXTON'S COTTAGE7 Chapter 7 THE CEMETERY8 Chapter 8 MY FATHER'S MANUSCRIPT9 Chapter 9 I REPENT10 Chapter 10 THE BAD BURROW11 Chapter 11 THE EVIL WOOD12 Chapter 12 FRIENDS AND FOES13 Chapter 13 THE LITTLE ONES14 Chapter 14 A CRISIS15 Chapter 15 A STRANGE HOSTESS16 Chapter 16 A GRUESOME DANCE17 Chapter 17 A GROTESQUE TRAGEDY18 Chapter 18 DEAD OR ALIVE 19 Chapter 19 THE WHITE LEECH20 Chapter 20 GONE!-BUT HOW 21 Chapter 21 THE FUGITIVE MOTHER22 Chapter 22 BULIKA23 Chapter 23 A WOMAN OF BULIKA24 Chapter 24 THE WHITE LEOPARDESS25 Chapter 25 THE PRINCESS26 Chapter 26 A BATTLE ROYAL27 Chapter 27 THE SILENT FOUNTAIN28 Chapter 28 I AM SILENCED29 Chapter 29 THE PERSIAN CAT30 Chapter 30 ADAM EXPLAINS31 Chapter 31 THE SEXTON'S OLD HORSE32 Chapter 32 THE LOVERS AND THE BAGS33 Chapter 33 LONA'S NARRATIVE34 Chapter 34 PREPARATION35 Chapter 35 THE LITTLE ONES IN BULIKA36 Chapter 36 MOTHER AND DAUGHTER37 Chapter 37 THE SHADOW38 Chapter 38 TO THE HOUSE OF BITTERNESS39 Chapter 39 THAT NIGHT40 Chapter 40 THE HOUSE OF DEATH41 Chapter 41 I AM SENT42 Chapter 42 I SLEEP THE SLEEP43 Chapter 43 THE DREAMS THAT CAME44 Chapter 44 THE WAKING45 Chapter 45 THE JOURNEY HOME46 Chapter 46 THE CITY47 Chapter 47 THE "ENDLESS ENDING"