ONE WILD NIGHT
th time during my microecono
the professor's disapproving look. In th
Coll
es
me to the hospital immediately. Your mot
tilted. "H
ent options in person. How
on my
ng against my ribs. Zoe was getting ready for he
r," I said, grabbing my p
t's wrong?
hospital. I ha
keys without hes
utes that felt like hours. I found Dr. Patter
, sit
tell
t progression. Your mother has maybe six months. There
t w
and dollars. Insurance won't c
head. I made maybe fifteen thousand a year between my tutoring and resta
hing else. A payment p
cked everything,
red thousand dollars to save my mother's l
uld find. Emergency loans, fundraising ideas, selling ever
ing hall with a container of food. "And you look like you'r
," I said without loo
ha
to save my mom's life. Two
nd sat on her bed, stud
ossible. I know it's impossibl
hat's th
'm already working every minute I'm not in class. Take ou
ot to be a
rich?" I slammed my laptop s
ment. Then she said, "
irac
e not Maya Collins, responsible
ave time f
then what happens to your family?" Zoe pulled out her phone. "There's this pa
fford hote
to people who don't need help with homework. Drink expensive wine
Z
ou did something spontaneous?
ut it. I coul
stood up. "Which is exactly why yo
ve to
them you're sick. You're taking one
years. But another part, a part I'd buried under endless obligations, whispered that ma
ow to party wit
them pay for everything while you drink their champag
rything. "You make it
ight. What's the wors
black dress, heading toward the Grandview Hotel. The most expensive ho
hecking her lipstick in her compa
t belon
nywhere until the
e in designer clothes moved through the space like they owned it, w
ed the crowd toward the elevators.
t remem
till you
h college students with unlimited budgets. Expensive champagne, catered foo
could observe without participating. Everyone looked so co
ummer internships at daddy's company, I needed air. I foun
irst time in months, I was alone with my thoughts, away from responsibil
oying th
and dark-haired, wearing a suit that probably cost more than
my scene,"
to the balcony, closing the
ay
uld smell his cologne. Expensive, but not overwhelming. "You lo
ed by his directne
ed, and it transformed his entir
tongue, maybe because I was just so tired of carrying everything alone, I told him. About my
ed when I finished. "Wh
at's been planned out for me since birth. The fe
up. He listened like my words mattered, like I mattered. When I started crying about my
eventually, though I
epeated. "But
who'd listened to my problems without judging, who made me
I whis
his hand touching m
. And as he kissed me under the city lights, I let my