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d bringing someone along, even less. You know very well I don't go out with anyone, because taking someone would mean giving them hopes of a commitme

that. I'm not into country estates - what would I even do there? The perfect plan for me is locking myself

itely not for me. I'm different, and no matter how much I

not my thing, you kn

, trying to make me change my mi

and if it doesn't, then it doesn't. Besides, it's about time you sett

itments. My friend is very wrong about me, because that will nev

u know how I am - I'm not interested in anythin

hat he's trying to do, becau

l feel like it, and you'll bring someone

, or when it starts raining upwards, like his mother says

rip and we go party in Vegas with a couple of

geous women to take him, please him, and make h

'll never change,

ds to change his way of thinking is him, not me. He's the one in a relationship, not me. -Nooo, you know I won't. And it pisses me off that you try to change me... you know I like my life the

just because he's in love. But bef

ruly in love, and I believe this is the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with. These aren'

r is Latina, so she has a bunch of sayings I don't get. And about us "not being kids anymore," I don't kn

old. I'm not old for you to talk that way. I'm in the prime of my

act, it disgusts me. I'm not old. He's crazy if

ng that same life for so long, d

I get bored? Who gets tired of having

ed of always sleeping with

t imagine myself always wit

d someday the right woman will come along and change your m

to happen. I'm not going to fall in love. Ha! I laugh. Never. I'm not the marrying type. Same old story, li

crazy like you

t I say, but I don't

And I want you to meet her. I've been with her for thre

I? I'm not interested. In fact, it makes me angry t

ves with fun, uncomplicated girls. What a drag. Why did she have to show up

hould care, not me. I'll meet her in due time - like on the da

bother? If it's about sex, they already do it. Why comp

ou. Well, then I won't insis

laugh to mys

- it motivates me to keep writing for you, with much affe

chapters - they're