ght to
lla'
has a night she wis
ne was
efore it happened, it d
t like
ed with
ch of a tech product in Milan-an elite invite-o
t Damian had insisted, forwarding
team now," he had
I c
nothing flashy. But it fit well and for the first ti
s to my lips-more from c
sic. Crystal glasses clinked in the air. Men in tuxedos murmured
how... I
t for a
alcony, cradling a flute o
g like an afterthought. He looked effortlessly undone, l
y, as though it was my n
ering the smallest of sm
his head.
not to roll my eyes.
e, I want to sho
tated.
n't worry. I promise not
t him lead me through the crowd, past the dance floor and t
private terrace. There were no lights here-just the glow of the ci
aid, walking toward the railing. "The city,
rms. "Is that how you see the wo
at me. "Sometimes,
voice-softer, perhaps. He leaned on t
like the oth
mused. "Please don
erious now. "You don't
job. A p
ike them. You're not playing
n like Daniel usually felt like honeyed traps.
s, "my grandmother used to say that still water runs dee
woman,"
d when I
ir sh
ward him. "
n't... connect easily. I've spent years pretending to be the man
allow-handsome and hollow. But tonight, in the dark, beneath a sky with s
r get tired
the t
oment, our silence mor
ked at me d
, not as a game pi
t do this,"
uttered. "T
he
rst, almost unsure. I could have pull
ted to feel
l-my father's failing health, my mother's sacrifices,
wanted some
ssed hi
red, "Come with me
a f
uite was al
ld hav
discreet and dimly lit, the kind of
to a world of soft carpets, velvet curtain
much," I said
e door. "It'
he kissed
this time, urge
replaced by hands and sighs, by butt
oughts unraveled. I stopped ca
moment, I wasn
he daughte
oman some
only for
hotel robe I di
eside me
l was
perfection. The wine glasses were untouche
my skin. My head throbbed-not from wine
No note, no call
sil
on the bed. I left without telling anyone. I
nted to d
sick the n
r, I
wasn't
d a fever of shame, of disbelief or of the awful, sinkin
didn'
't t
ed at me like nothing had happened. Like we ha
f myself scattered across th
ed pol
ed,
de, I wa
iss, or the night. I
at in rooms I never dreamed of entering, I had l
sn't just
a girl from the s
, easy dismissal-reminded me
till in
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