Love, Lies, and a Vasectomy
d Derek and I had it all. A perfect home, a l
s vasectomy certificate. It was dated a ye
e, only to hear laughter from behind the doo
t," Edison chuckled. "She walks around with tha
every night, was full of contempt. "Patience, my friend. The
cruel game to destroy me, all for
ning a bet on who
on?" Edison asked. "My
he world tilted on its axis. The love I felt,
clear decision formed
oice surprisingly steady as
to schedule an appointm
pte
more weeks until I held my son. I ran a hand over the tight curve, a smile on my face.
t. Tucked away in the back of his desk drawer, beneath a stack of old tax
e better of me.
ertificate. A vase
ubbard. Then I looked at the date. It was from a year a
per. It didn't make sense. I was eight months pregnant. This
e warmth of the life inside me. I was pregnant. I had felt h
inst my ribs, a frantic, painful rhythm. This couldn't be real.
m. I needed to hea
nk slate of confusion and fear.
the turns I made. All I could see was that date on th
side, my swollen belly making the movement awkward. The receptionist tried t
r. Loud, boisterous laughter com
pressed my ear against the cool wood, a decision I woul
ized as Edison, Derek' s best friend, said between chuckles. "She w
It was a cruel, mocking sound that made my ski
ords of love to me every night. "Patience, my friend. The bi
. Payout? What wa
th a strange, possessive affection. "That bitch Aleida had to pay
r a special program, that it was a great opportunity. I had
ered. The sound of his voice, so full of contempt, was a physical blow. "
en howled w
ison asked. "Who's the real f
other voice
ng on who the father o
s building, the man I had given my heart to-it was all a sham.
sudden, sharp kick, as i
e I had felt just an hour ago curdled into something
office, a decision formed in the ruins of my
ol of their sick gam
s stiff and robotic. I pulled out my pho
umber for a p
ngly steady. "I need to schedule a