ted yet, but the sky
avy, and inevitable. I lit my third cigarette before I'd finished the second, let
eral wa
than the woman who barely visited my grandmother while she was alive. No one looked more somber than my cousin with his Rolex half out of his sleeve. I
he wa
and held it in un
r asked, cracking th
didn't need a ride.
n to burn someth
led trees and a crumbling garden path, wrapped in chipped paint and the smell of incense and rot. I used to think it was part of some eccentr
hed. She
he wa
e doctor had said
lsh
fore her heart "gave out," she drew a card the gypsy called The Death Duo-two c
pale. My grandmothe
ground, and the g
d the butt into the mud, and kn
open with
dn't c
und her dark curls like a warning. She sat behind her table as if she'd
pped insi
te," she s
ning. You'll understand if
chair across from he
and simmering. "You to
what the c
e d
was w
out my engraved brass lighter. Flipped it open. Closed it.
d two cards. Called
It usually means a sacrifice must be made. A l
believ
t matter if I do. The cards are n
ing from my lips. "Then tell
d. "Now y
"Tell me what comes next be
. She ran her fingers over them like they were sleeping animals, then began to shuffle wit
ra
k. My fingers hovered before pulling
ir sh
ed the f
g of Di
to men who conquer rooms. Who run empires. Cold hands
d the sec
ng of
uth d
not just a ruler. A king with a crown
?" I asked, a
ics gone. "You have both within you. But yo
Power or love. Business or
which card pulsed h
ose di
e it. You will have power. And
tened, but I d
ched for the
she said quietly.
. "What the hell
ng that can
rned i
een of
gal. Fearless. Bea
red. "Hair like flame. A heart you'll try to
chair scraping hard ag
I'm scared
you sho
absurdity of it all. A life reduced to cards and shadow
heirloom. Weighted just slightly in my favor. My
ate decide,"
e dice acro
se
cky n
mother's
and wal
he wagon on fi
ng her garden. How she'd called me her diamond king long before I knew what that meant. How she'd told me, once, in a voi
d alread
the dim candlelight flic
d walk
n the past. Burn the superstition that wormed
silk tie. The one I
wagon's handles, knotting it
struck
scarf she'd draped over the porch rail.
n't f
ts could burn wit
e lit up the sky behind me. The clou
ntu
alway
ready whe
a King s