Beyond A Substitute
om was co
amed down her face. Her body trembled-not from the air but from the weight of ev
f the curtain as she stared out at the night
ught. How could I have been s
ands, shaking, rested in her lap. She couldn't stop the wave of memories that rose unbidde
had closed its doors to the public early that
t a surprise. She had laughed the whole way, playfully sw
blindfold, she blinked into
urant was empty-
autifully, a single red rose lying across her napkin. White petals were scatt
?" He just smiled. "Dinner," he said simply, a
the only woman in the world. That night had been no different. They ate, they danc
ic. His lips brushed her temple as he whispered, "I want eve
ight couldn't get more perf
e," he said, reaching
nd then, right there beneath the golden light
r hands covering her mouth as he opened the velvet
've loved you since the first moment I saw you. You make me feel alive. Real. Like I'm not just some puppet in front of
She remembered kneeling to the floor with him, wrapping her
"I love you. I love you. I love you." Like it
of their bedroom,
, sobbing softly. "Was it all a lie?" she
er. She froze. Her spine stiffe
heri
That famil
dn't re
ir between them was tense, weighted. He could
to hurt you,"
face tear-streaked and
I said. I'll make sure you're okay
feet. "I don't want y
d at her,
e said, voice tremb
d, his confident mask slipped, and something
n it wa
herin
back. "Don't say my name like
made me hope. You proposed to me like I was the only woman in y
eth," he s
rising and falling with the weight of her anger and heartbreak. Her eyes-th
ice cold. Kingsley held up the folder in his
re like a choked breath of disbelief. "I can't believe you," she whispered, her voice trembling. "What went wr
dn't answer
e's From your class? Because my family is nobody and hers is everywhere? Is that why you want
sley?" Kingsley sighed, his
t do anyth
ried. "Why are you
ith something unreadable. "I nev
ou. The only reason I married you was because of your eyes. Your facial expressions. The same eyes. T
ainfully. "So I was... what? A Substitute?" Her voice wa
" he said softly. "Even when
her in the first place? Why leave her? Why find me?
frustration building behind his
and made vows to me. You never told me anything about her. I didn't even know she existed. And now yo
y steppe
hing but lies, then I deserve the truth. I need to know the full story. I need to understand why." She straightened her back, her voice firm n
the paper... I'll tell you everything." He walked to the armchair near the window and sank into it slowly, the weight of his past suddenly pressing hard on his
her arms folded tightly across her ch