My Mother, The Monster
nition continued, a
ashen, his eyes burnin
his voice shaking with suppres
ked, her victim act falter
full of pain and fury it seemed
ear in her eyes, then anger. "You'll
e and stormed out, slam
ut a frustrated anger. A brief, private breakdown, then a chilling composure. A q
is, helpless, a ghost in my own tragedy. I wanted to
neeling beside my body. He' d gently brush my ha
. "I'm so sorry. I should have p
g his passivity, his fear of her, his desire to keep the peace at
esolve would enter his
, Sarah. I promise you. She w
od his despair, his need for her to face consequences, but his plan
usly cleaning the kitchen, erasing any trace
summoned by a worried neighbor after see
empty calm. He' d confront her, not with rage, but with cold, hard f
, of course, t
omething that implicated them both, a shared destruction. Perhaps he'
always the same: a final, violent confron
g. Just a fa
in sweat, to the real sounds of my p
tion wasn't just a nightmare; it was a blueprint of what co
victim. And Dad wouldn't be d
save u