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Chapter 39 - DEAD TO THE WORLD, BUT ALIVE.
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life. Remembering everything made me realise how ugly my life was and
I brought to him, my own family and every
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1 Chapter 1 – ALWAYS A HORRIFYING BIRTHDAY.2 Chapter 2 – OLD DISGUSTING DEVIL.3 Chapter 3 – DEAD BY DAWN.4 Chapter 4 – TRANSFERRED OWNERSHIP.5 Chapter 5 – HEAVEN OR HELL 6 Chapter 6 – VOICES IN MY HEAD.7 Chapter 7 – WHAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT 8 Chapter 8 – CAN I EVER NOT BE FAKE 9 Chapter 9 -- ERASED.10 Chapter 10 - I WOULDN'T LISTEN TO ANYONE.11 Chapter 11 – HOPELESS AND HURT.12 Chapter 12 – HATE TO LOVE YOU.13 Chapter 13 - ALL IN MY HEAD.14 Chapter 14 – DO I REGRET IT 15 Chapter 15 – WHAT WAS THE REASON 16 Chapter 16 - ABANDONED.17 Chapter 17 - WHY 18 Chapter 18 - I'M DUMPING YOU.19 Chapter 19 - THE TERMS OF THE CONTRACT HAVE JUST CHANGED.20 Chapter 20 - AND IF I REFUSE 21 Chapter 21 - YOUR REIGN IS OVER.22 Chapter 22 - STAY STRONG ENOUGH TO WELCOME A BLOW.23 Chapter 23 - I HELD IT IN FOR SO LONG, NOW I'M LETTING IT OUT.24 Chapter 24 - IF I DON'T HAVE HIM, NOBODY CAN.25 Chapter 25 - BURNT ALIVE.26 Chapter 26 - THE PUZZLE 1.27 Chapter 27 - THE PUZZLE 2.28 Chapter 28 - A SHADOW OF MYSELF.29 Chapter 29 - IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN YOU. WHY WAS IT YOU 30 Chapter 30 - FOR BETTER OR FOR WORSE.31 Chapter 31 - A DESPERATE SEARCH.32 Chapter 32 - GOOD THINGS DON'T LAST FOREVER.33 Chapter 33 - THE SACRIFICE TO BE FREE.34 Chapter 34 - I HAD A LOT OF QUESTIONS.35 Chapter 35 - TOO LATE TO SAY SORRY.36 Chapter 36 - EVERYONE IS IN PAIN... CHEER UP.37 Chapter 37 - A SMALL TOWN.38 Chapter 38 - CRYING FOR SOMEONE WHO'S NOT REALLY DEAD, JUST MEMORY DEAD!39 Chapter 39 - DEAD TO THE WORLD, BUT ALIVE.40 Chapter 40 - LONELINESS IS HUMAN.41 Chapter 41 - THE BIRTH OF A NEW ME.42 Chapter 42 - OUR LOVELY CONFRONTATION.43 Chapter 43 - NEMESIS EXISTS AFTER ALL.44 Chapter 44 - WE WOULD BE HAPPY AGAIN.45 Chapter 45 - LET'S KILL JUDAS FOR JESUS.46 Chapter 46 - A FEW FEET AWAY.47 Chapter 47 - A COWARD.48 Chapter 48 - I'M HERE TO STAY... I WON'T LOSE YOU.49 Chapter 49 - I FELT EVERY BIT OF IT.50 Chapter 50 - IT'S YOU.51 Chapter 51 - I JUST WANT TO BE WHERE YOU ARE.52 Chapter 52 - THE DISTANCE BETWEEN YOU AND ME NEVER SEEMS TO DISAPPEAR.53 Chapter 53 - DESIRES ARE DANGEROUS.54 Chapter 54 - IGNORED LIKE A DISEASE.55 Chapter 55 - GOOD SIN.56 Chapter 56 - DON'T WAKE ME UP.57 Chapter 57 - I WISHED THE HAPPINESS I FELT WOULD NEVER SHATTER.58 Chapter 58 - FORCED TO BE STRANGERS.59 Chapter 59 - FALLING INTO DEPRESSION.60 Chapter 60 - JUST CAN'T HELP BUT STAY.61 Chapter 61 - LOVE LANGUAGE.62 Chapter 62 - GO BACK TO WHERE YOU CAME FROM.63 Chapter 63 - FUEL THE FIRE.64 Chapter 64 - OUR ONLY HOPE TO SETTLEMENT.65 Chapter 65 - AFTER ALL THE TROUBLES WE WENT THROUGH.66 Chapter 66 - EVERYONE DISAGREED.67 Chapter 67 - COULD I HAVE HALLUCINATED 68 Chapter 68 - TOO MUCH THIS TIME I GOT PARALYZED.69 Chapter 69 - IS THERE A WAY OUT 70 Chapter 70 - WHO'S BLOOD IS IT 71 Chapter 71 – HOW DID WE GET INTO THIS MESS 72 Chapter 72 - WE WERE WORRIED ABOUT THE WRONG PERSON.73 Chapter 73 - IF ALL WAS LOST.74 Chapter 74 - YOUR ENEMY IS RIGHT UNDER YOUR NOSE.75 Chapter 75 - HUMANS GET SWAPPED.76 Chapter 76 - IT'S A TRAP... RUN.77 Chapter 77 – TIME IS THE ENEMY.78 Chapter 78 - CRAZY PSYCHOPATH.79 Chapter 79 – I LOST ALL HOPE UNTIL DEATH CAME KNOCKING.80 Chapter 80 - WE BARELY ESCAPED.81 Chapter 81 - IS ALL HOPE LOST 82 Chapter 82 - WE ARE A FAMILY.83 Chapter 83 - GOOD LUCK FOOLING US.84 Chapter 84 - I SEE WHY I CAN'T GET OVER YOU. I MIGHT AS WELL DIE WITH YOU.85 Chapter 85 - I CAN'T STOP REMEMBERING THAT KISS.86 Chapter 86 - DIRTY DISCUSSION.87 Chapter 87 - LEARN TO SURPRISE PEOPLE.88 Chapter 88 - ONCE BITTEN TWICE SHY.89 Chapter 89 - I'LL FIND A LEGAL WAY TO KILL YOU.90 Chapter 90 - ONE STEP FORWARD AND THREE STEPS BACK.91 Chapter 91 - I WANT ALL THE TEARS BACK THAT I CRIED.92 Chapter 92 - THE VIOLENT TAKES IT BY FORCE.93 Chapter 93 - YES, I CHOOSE DEATH.94 Chapter 94 - I'M GOING TO DO THE JUSTICE MYSELF.95 Chapter 95 - I HEARD SOMETHING.96 Chapter 96 – MAYBE I SHOULDN'T HAVE LOVED YOU.97 Chapter 97 - I'M FRAGILE.98 Chapter 98 - SLOWLY PUTTING THE PIECES TOGETHER.99 Chapter 99 - TABLE SUCCESSFULLY TURNED.100 Chapter 100 – JUDGEMENT DAY.