Love Rewritten and other series
ir between us, thick with r
ight harder. I'd tell you eve
that now, not after all the years of silence. Not aft
g distance before I did something r
te the past, Lucas," I
ut I'm not asking for the past, Claire. I'
t's not how this works. You don't get to show u
quiet. Steady. "But I need you to know that le
ainst the lump
were planning a future, and the next, you were gone. No explanation. No wa
fly, his jaw tightening. "
didn't you
I thought staying away was t
started falling. "Safe from what, Lucas? Your father's threats?
he followed through? If he ruined you
he raw desperat
I did the only thing I thought I could. I left.
tween us, heavy with
uth in his eyes-the pain, the gu
shatt
ted him for leaving, a part of
nd myself as if that could hold me t
sitant step clo
this to me, Lucas. You don't get to co
ightened.
ce cracked, and I hated how vulnerable I sounded. "Yo
other step-closer this time, close
ready to name. "Because losing you once nearly destroyed me. And I swear, Claire, if you gave me e
my heart hammeri
to beli
I wan
coul
ck in, knowing what he wa
eath uneven. "I don't kno
st barely, but enough to send a jol
e said. "As lo
ified me more
how hard I tried to fight it-Lucas was the
slept t
and over again, tangled with the memo
As long as
ow how to p
verything, a part of me still wa
clear my head before I did somethin
sundress and slipping out before anyone else in the
ut endlessly before me, waves crashing against the shore in a soothi
do thi
ing myself of that when I
I'd find
nd of Lucas's voice, b
ded so
presence as overwhelming
augh. "Says the guy who
aled. "Fa
between us, the oc
ou really here, Lucas? And don't tel
hands into his pockets. "B
hard. "And
don't know. I just... I co
is voice made
waves. "You think we can jus
diate. Honest. "But I do
, searching his face
ened. "Then I
breath, caug
ed you to know that I never stopped caring. And if there's even th
art p
id still feel something. B
king my head. "I don't know i
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ng him go, the ache i
a part of me al