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ing nearly th
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shoving my locker ope
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. "I can see it a
t saying... you two have be
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And yet that didn't
der than necessary. "Can we talk
but dropped i
ening to music and the voices in his head all at once. His jaw was clenched the way it alw
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good.
iod, I knew some
early, but he wasn't late either. I waited through the bell, through the
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d the courtyard. N
vending machines. "He
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know what you're going to say. And
was gnaw
disappear wi
ed last
doors of the science wing, and headed for the parking lot. Fifteen m
s pl
nk fence, half-obscured by ivy and rust, but I
ed, Ray open
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ange. But I saw somethin
me
The TV buzzed softly in the corner, and the furnit
rms folded across his ch
urprised to see
t school
't feel like playi
scare
inch, even if he
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rossed the room and s
s goin
st. Then finally, "Marc
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t? W
e was in the lot. Said
u belie
t humor. "Hell no.
t you come
t out of him like a fire he couldn't contain. "He's
ons dipping between us. "Yo
ead, eyes blazi
e air between us the
out and to
n't pu
hatever Marco wants, he's not just com
htened. "I'm go
alo
world pressing in from all sides.
t
ng dinner. Mom was too busy gushing ab
able, something passed between us aga
y his room on the way to m
he edge of his bed,
ck. Just ste
up. "You should
o l
the door
shutting me out,
rying
try ha
is lap, and he looked at
not scar
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told you
es
between us disappe
ke I'm still human,"
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ant to drag yo
er. "Too late
t one heartbeat- it felt like the whole
, eyes full of thin
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of us wa
e past, sharper than the truth... And when it arrived, the only
rs and
ned tense despite the calm in his eyes. It was like he was bracing for something, or maybe
ere," I said, my voi
, then rubbed his hands over his face like he was trying t
o himself. "You think you're helping, but
in my voice. "Whether you like it or not, I'm in this with you. If you
tared at me for a long moment. Then,
ubborn one,
t a com
s on how y
ke it was a distraction from something heavi
, voice firm, "I care about what you're doing now. And righ
The guilt. The fear. And under it all, the desire to protect me-
didn't realize I was
d until there was barely a foot between us. "And I'm n
e in him. Something raw. But it was gone as quickly as it had
ou to get hurt
ds to be protected, Jace. And you do
ng to pro
ay? By running from everything? You can't fix
the air had turned to stone, and I wasn'
with exhaustion. "I don't know how to do this.
pounding in my chest. "Th
intense, searching, as if he was wei
" he asked again, his voi
'm scared of the way you make me fe
, his doubts, pressing down on both of us. He was holding back, trying t
," he finally muttered, taking a step
show
. Not li
ing to leave. Not now. Not after
or a second before he turned away, runni
ned. "I don't have a choice. Marco is coming for me.
pped. "What
was thick with emotion, raw with the weight of his fears. "I can
apped. "You think I'll just walk away when things get dan
ion unreadable. "I can't live with myself
r," I said softly. "I'm already here
nsaid. His jaw clenched, eyes hardening once again, but
he whispered, so quietly t
g to," I replied
ce that I wasn't sure either of us could escape. And Marco's shad
vier, like a storm waiting to break. People were still talking, still watching, still wondering a
d paths between classes, there was something different about the way
er. It wasn't just the
thing deeper. Something nei
dn't have
of the yard, staring out into the distance. The cool air felt like a sl
osed to help Jace when he refused to help himself. But I knew o
e for him, I wasn't going
nd him standing by the door. His expression was unreadable, but I
rt pounding in my chest. "I d
, I thought he might finally give i
u get hurt. Not
said firmly, stepping closer.
alking toward something dangerous or if we were just running