The Music Within
left her roo
ing, but she always answered the same way-I'm fine. They didn't push. Th
ain she couldn't scrub away. Every time she closed her e
gr
all she
oo big. Regret for believing, even for a
nightstand, the sound cu
gnore
ssed. Then
anot
for the phone without e
a, pick up
blinking at
d. If you don't answer, I'
t sparked in her chest, bu
ed and t
n't feel l
nse came
bad. Open y
at the messa
tap, tap sounded
She stood up, push
etermination and impatience. Her dark curls were tied up in a messy
t stop the small smile
the window and
l are you doi
d. "Being a
head. "You cl
"Your room looks like a crime scene.
. "Nice to s
of this mopey, self-pity thing you've got going on. You've been hiding
ust got rejected from the one thing I've b
And it sucks. It really, really sucks.
way, her thro
," she muttered. "My best songs, my hea
it hurts. But Maya, do you really think th
idn't
were kids. You live and breathe it. One stupid aca
. "Easy for
w what you're doing. You're letting this one mo
jaw c
d her hand.
but finally
ght now," Shine said gently. "But you
rying to keep her
make people feel things. You make music that matters. And if one sc
shaky breath. "
ery open mic night, every talent show, every damn opportunity unti
chest
suffocating weight on her shou
but Shine didn't rush her. Sh
. "You're really ann
d. "I prefer
head, a relucta
ed. "There'
zzing with doubt. The words You'll make it another way echoed in her mind
eside her, bumping th
"when I failed my first ballet audition, I spent two days convinci
ad slightly. "You
in the trash, gave me the 'never quit' speech, and dragged me to class
, the way she carried herself like she belonged in every room sh
urmured. "This isn't just some
one thing. One opportunity out of a thousand you're goin
owed. "But
ng that what if I fail nonsense. Instead, let's flip
deadpan look. "Y
g bigger than that school? What if they would've boxed you in, stifled you, made you play
It was a nice thought, but
wasn't
t heard a single rejection and gave up?" Shine nudged her. "Hell no. You
s over her face. "I want to be
ulled them away from her face
reminding yourself why you fell in love with music in the first place. Forget that school.
his moment, but Shine's words cracked through the thi
ine urged. "Fo
t answer r
e shifted toward th
her c
ured her
n, the same way they had the night before. Onl
she let her
reached down, opening the door of her closet and bringing it out. She hesit
ier than sh
s just that it
cradling it in her lap. Her f
ould play right now. But when she strummed a single cho
her chest c
ng back on her elbo
augh, shaking her head
kno
pa
t I also know you. An
he weight of everything stil
ince the rejection, she
right. Maybe thi
Maya felt something close to hope. It