Dirty affairs with my mom husband

got everything that I wanted and I should try and understand . But I can't help this dirty attraction that I am having towards her husband and all that I can do at this moment is to go away and

ow long I had been there but when I walked into the kitchen , someone grabbed my waist. I didn't need anyone to tell me who it was , I knew that it was him , I didn't need anyone to tell me that . The way he held me made it even more worse , I couldn't even think of anything else at that moment but him . I wanted to turn to his face and scream at him for doing that to me , how could he just make my mom turn away from me and all that she does now is listen to him . I was so fucking sick of him doing what was never his business . " Let go of me shuan " I said in the most silent and the coldest manner ever . I didn't know how I sounded but when I said that , he let go of me and turned me to face him . The look on his face was unapologetic , but I could also tell that he was satisfied with what he had done that really got on my nerves . " I had to do what I did to make sure that I get to see you everyday of my life , I didn't come this far to let you slip off my hands just like that , it's not happening . I didn't know how to feel hearing those statements from his own mouth . With the way that I had been feeling lately , I knew that this was a good sign but then this isn't just it no matter how much I tried to make it look . I was having feelings for my step father , my mom's husband . I couldn't believe that I was the one doing