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as though my eyes were swimming around my head. They stung. They stung really badly. I released my eyes from my hands and saw Arty and Jacob making their way hastily

sked and I frowned, trying to make sense of what was happening. Episodes

was all I

you even remember that?" She asked

ember." He whispered as though I was

had been so worried about making a fool of myself on my first day. One glance at him, I do just that. Him. What

the trance... No... More like a shock. She looked concerne

ve it. I was not born w

episodes?" J

d. "I think episodes make it sound a li

real one anyway, you're going to be seeing some things that may throw you off. And if the patient is having a panic attack and the doctor is havi

t story? Because if your answer is yes, the

e was nothing to scare me into one. I wasn't ready to talk about Jack to anyone. If he was a supervisor, then it had to be illegal to talk about. It happened a long time ago, yes. I know. But it still happened and besides, he could have been

e them as serious then, but it started again. But I'm going to be okay. I'm just... I've been under much pressure

I hope it won't. Can we

right side?

be giving and then you come and everything gets called off till further

ll what happened something fortunate enough to get me a go

Good things are most likely fou

"You always have someth

that

eriously. I don't know why I fell

r intently gazing at the curtain for a while, I stared around the room, just to be sur

Nothing is going on,

you guys didn't tell me? You guys didn't wa

ing something crazy or stupid about anyone. Just a cou

it, what? I rolled

nough to tap my shoulders and then mouth the words to me:

hen I heard him entering the ro

proudly wore one. His hair was still as blonde as ever, just a little shade deeper. His shoulders were broader than the las

He said again, snappi

ress?" I tried to understa

n, her eyes squinted. Why did she keep asking tha

Hard. "Yes, I'm w

n you fainted was becaus

sense." We both knew it was not stress. He had to know. His face wore no emotions and his left fo

thing to him. I was not going to play the game of not knowing who he was. He was the first friend I ever had, the first lips I ever kissed, the first heart I

an

at each other for a while. He looked away first, the

ou want to say?" Jack a

ou go

ly go first."

y shared a glance and then gawked at us. Jack opened his mouth and then closed it again. The intensity of their stares probably shut him up. He

ends, huh?" He asked

led weirdly. I fought the urge to ro

like he couldn't wait to get out of there. I wanted to laugh but I was too scared and my head stung, and my eyes too. I knew he was concerned, he was here after all, he

okay? It's nothing

h her." He said. He must have realized how weird that sounded and rushed to correct

odded. "Sure, doc

to scream at them to come and take me with them. It had been long, so long we

ny. Speak already! Don't laugh. Talk. If you hate me, say so. I knew there was a b

r level is low." Wait. That was it? That was all I got?

.. O

you have not been eating for days." He said and

head and longing to lighten the mood. "

ad a lot to do and sitting down one place to eat was a luxury I could not afford anymore. I was dealing more with grab on the go

ngs are simply foolish to do." I didn't know why that surprised me, but it did. I didn't know what to say back to that, other than just stare. Jack was my longest friend and I had

to do and eating just seems to be a luxury that I can't afford. At leas

again. There's no luxur

elf still letting it all sink in quietly. "Doctors fall s

n't beg for it to come. You're being careless and as one

ay of showing m

stared at me for a while, then at the floor. When he g

that was quite not what I was expecting

t I have always wanted to be, and then

re else. You had to come here? I thought

had to poke that wound.

nd then you just get to waltz back in. As it is Abigail Espérer, I don't want to see you. I don't want to hea

only thing that I felt coming was tears. I inhaled deeply, trying so

while. "I'm sorry. That was..

ng goes, right?" I swung my legs to the left side of the b

to stay ba

am a doctor after all." I tried to walk past him but he grabbed my hand. That felt fam

ased it and cleared

lly, I couldn't feel the headache anymore. His eyes mov

up at me with a pained expression and stepped closer. And closer. His hands starte