Forbidden desires
m, I could feel my face bu
en caught staring at Mr. Pi
my room, trying to proces
d to Mr. Pius? And wh
m down, I couldn't shake off the
ut as I thought back to the moment when our eyes met,
. Just as I was starting to drift off into
aid, his voice low and husky. My heart ski
pen if he had? I took a deep breath and made my way to
room, I could feel my he
nse gaze. "Peri, I wanted to talk to you about what
h embarrassment as I realize
aid, trying to apologize. "I
us didn't look angry. Inst
k," he said, his ey
I felt my face grow even hotter
I stammered. But Mr. Pius just chuckled. "Don't play d
ooking at me. And I have
I didn't know what to say or do, so I ju
ying the moment. He leaned back against his pi
ractive woman," he said,
way you look at me." My heart skipped
us stood up and walked toward me,I stood firm
of me,everyone wants to, he said
pple lips on mine had blindf
to a stand still,mr.pius's eyes fluttered closed,he kissed me back. his lips
insistent, and I couldn't he
I couldn't shake off the fe
just his nanny. But in that momen
round me. What was I doing? This was wrong on so many levels. I
h. "I shouldn't have done that." Mr. Pius look
We're both adults, Peri. We can do what we want
ployer, and I'm just your nanny." Mr. Pius
worry about the employer-employee thing
es everything. I looked at Mr.
t had drawn me in. "Nothing has changed?" I
Pius shrugged, a small smile playing on his lips. "So
ications? Didn't he care? "You're my employer," I said again
right." Mr. Pius sighed, his expression soft
ou. I care about you deeply." I felt a flutter in my che
aid they cared about me deeply before. It was a strange and wond
was still my employer, and that
said finally, trying to sound calm. "But
." Mr. Pius nodded, his expression understandin
eling a mix of relief and disappointment. Relief that Mr. Pius was respect
stance. But as we sat there in silence, I couldn't help but feel a sense
I turned to him, curious. "Of course, Mr. Pius." "What made you de
s loved working with children," I said. "I used to babysit for m
r mum,Sheyla's? "She died while birthing her." he s
rest of the time we spent quiet and refle