Loving You for Five Years in Despair

tal, my clothes were torn, and

er such a long delay in treatment, it wa

had come

im words. My right hand had suffered a compound fracture, and the c

eep sense of despair slowly crept through my en

an Quinn doi

ng him. Or perhaps he was sitting at the piano with some childhood friend, enjoying a quiet,

e rang. It wa

eyes. This time, it

in sight. He frowned when he saw me, his gaze cold, like an aloof deity looking

oice cut through my pain. "I told you I

he wound that was sti

ut a second thought, he had already judged me. Even now, lying here covered in injuries, I still couldn't

able to speak. My eyes brimmed with tears-eyes

ted his indifference, and the sharp scen

y uncomfortable. "You should rest. Don't forget about the interna

mpetition is really important to me,

thout a single glance back, neve

unning through me. I couldn't find my voice

elieved that my sincerity and passion would tou

important to him. His childhood friend

had struck me hard-it wasn't true that everything would have a happy ending just because you stuck with

though I had returned to that night-alone, trapped in the car,

I thought of Ethan first, but even after pas

ays the one forcing things, just like with my ar

ment, my body began to h

rivate hospital for further treatment. I

to my apartment, where the crampe

that I first fell for Ethan. Since then, his i

han. Over the years, it felt like I had been livin