MARRIED ACCIDENTALLY

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ith desperation and frust

, my heart crashes against

ly to me. He wo

of his life, while I am here, in nothing but a bathrobe, drow

ver at his apartment, three months ago. I was suspi

my cheek, I wipe it away quick

ry for hi

beg him

fight for

worth i

hort of air? Why do I find it difficult to forget him and all the joyful memories we've shared? Wh

not wo

of alcohol, I dump the empty bot

t a whimper. It doesn't stop me from dow

on the stool and

bathtub or drown myself in alcohol until dawn

et him ge

bed, I realize I am drunk a

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of the bottle so I can continue drinking while

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hat

er to the door to

ward and look down the hallway to see a man's back to me

see hi

I realize he is covering every part of hi

ke my

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ugh me, and I back away. Ryan doesn't wear black

is t

uder? A

sion to stay in a cheap hotel like this.

oor to door to see if he can get in an

nd myself turning around and rushing

n in fear, my drunkenness gone in a flash,

need y

be in need of his help. Now I need i

n the bathroom door, rush in,

nd begin to type fu

Avenue. There is an intruder in here. Just help this once, and I promise ne

the send button, and it successfully delivers. Wit

itement when he reads t

the raw devastation streaming through me, I cont

reassure me that e

h happy moments, and we thought we were go

ant to be mine, and

or her. Because his paren

e told me about his decision to marry tha

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to reach me, and

last n

t to no avail. Which is why I am sending

in the distance, I sc

is about to come

ve more than life itself

ivileges of being in a relationship with a ma

isn't about livi

lt. Left broken and beyond repair. It awakens memorie

quat backward and fall on my buttocks w

d as I watch the door be

ere to steal, he wouldn't bother to come

advantage of me

ace and that getting rid of me

even know I

again, determined to escape being raped or killed in a strange nei

out onto the streets in nothing but my

sh, which is the only thing

begin to cry when it dawns on

't es

uld k

deserv

nd, the door finally breaks down, giving me a v

alks forward, and I summon up enough courage to

around, causing a wave of dizziness to wash over me, and then he p

ne and settle on

This man i

e groin and run out. Slap him hard on th

isn't empty but I can make do with it. I t

ut he strandles me, as though h

ggle with him. I can't raise any of my legs to hit hi

nt?!" I yell in frustration, wanting

huckle and starts to rub

s, shame colo

rs, making me flutter my e

to tell him that I can give him every single gift that je

n't find

e takes his hand off me, giving me the chanc

is mouth, and I

ing me scoot backward as the rapist looks

back to the text I sent to Ryan. Is he he

s happ

the door, I sprint towards

to assist me. To sa

to do m

tumble back, surprise in his eyes. I signal to him

e fills

strike him from a distance, but he pulls me

back a

, I yank him closer to me

elief slices through m

rt

something, he runs out, leaving me sprawled

start to cry until his hu