week, Cassie, regardless of how you go a
bled. The red lettering shouted at me, "EVICTION NOTICE." Br
d was collapsing in the present when I heard
to calm my voice. "I'll come up with
in my voice, though. More t
the weight of the entire planet. "I apologize, but I am unab
d closed my eyes. The one thing I had worked for, battled for, and loved more than anything else w
r. However, it persisted, mocking my incapacity to correct this and teasing me with its strong lettering. I had inves
unable to. Not when artists were depending on me. Not after everything I had invested in
felt like conceding defeat to ask for help.
hough the walls were closing on me with each breath. The picture of my best friend Sophie and I laugh
and called her. Before she answered, the phone ran
! What's
. I wasn't feeling well. She was also able to
ble to visit?" Despite my best efforts, I k
end paused. "Obviously.
rved as a haven for me, a creative hub for artists without other options. I had vowed not to let them down, but
. She was standing in the doorway, her typically vivacious deme
t her eyes softened when she saw me standing in the middle of
nto the couch and buried my face in my
This is not something I can do. I must maintain the center. I've put in
before me. "Cass, look at me." She spoke softly yet firmly. "
s nothing else to discover. I have run out of time. I do
owing as her face hardened. "You've
You simply must swallow your
d, "I don't need help," but even I didn
to her feet. "I've witnessed you go above and beyond
to my stomach at the idea of seeking assistanc
struggle going on inside of me. "
k alone either. We'll
p out of my throat, I
ppens if it'
poke above
t next to me. "There is still time. You will be all
though, I w
this the end of it? I could feel the walls closing in and the weight of every choice
ether I had failed
hings will improve. All you have to do is take th
ble beside me before I could reply
sage flashed across the screen,
ing in that debt now. Think o
me like a slap in the face. I could only
know how to escap
nced up at Sophie. "I think I