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been carrying a dead child inside of me. I

rted with t

had dreamt of attending a funeral with my husband. I didn't know who had died or why I was there. All I knew

that incident and I ha

us. All I wanted was a happy home, a loving husband and little versions of I and Andre

arah, asking the nurse, places she could go to get a baby aborted legally. She said, he

se called out my

gave one last look to the woman who was going to abort a baby I badly needed, and sighed. I wal

the female voice from inside said. T

htest smile as I walked in. I wasn't

eat in front of her.

t her. Kept my smile.

haven't seen

es

u had your period" she aske

at I haven't seen it, so I decided to

stress, you could have

anted to be sure. My last pregna

she was unto my case. She flipped through the papers. She smiled. Her face glowered. My heart raced and my hands went cold. Th

you are not pregnant" she said quietly. It

t queasy in the morning

t set of things she began to say didn't make i

out of her office with my hea

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had taste and it reflected in everything around him. I had married my College sweetheart, even though my father let me, I could still hear the notes of reluctance in

ss in my heart has rid me of the act to look a

's for dinner when my phone began to rang. O

um" I sai

my mother in law had been all my neck all through the year.

ster holdings. She wanted a

" she

s m

s month she had made me undergo several tests. My body was poked left, right and center in a bid to

reath. "She said I

to give us false hope.." and she went on about my bad diet and how I wasn't helping her son. I sat through it

self to a seating position and there was An

ained pillow to his face. I couldn't lie. I knew he

ted, intense, and sensual. The next thing I know we are buck naked in b

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lightheaded again but the only thing that d