The Goddess Vessel
ternity, the weight of the moment pressing down on me with an unbearab
rely recognizing the
But when I met my mother's eyes, my heart shattered. She was shaking her head, tears streaming down her f
breaking, the voices
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my breath catch, my chest tightening painfully as those accusations flooded over me. It
the judgment and the hate. But I couldn't move, couldn't speak. My mi
e it was my own voice, raw and jagged, the sound of all my fe
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gh the chaos like a blade. I froze at the sound of it, my en
er. Dad would
ck with disdain, the cold glares of the pack members like daggers. I could feel thei
ort. But there was none. Only the sharp, accusing glances from those I had once considere
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describe, each passing moment a deeper cut. I wanted to scream again, to fight back, but t
cast aside, discarded by everything I ha
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ightly as if trying to shield me from the storm of emotions crashing through me. Her voice was soothing, but it couldn't stop the ache i
w she didn't believe it herself. She was as broken as I was, and that made everything wors
e around us, and even though she kept whispering sweet nothings to try to calm me, it felt as thoug
ms warm and comforting, but so much stronger than I felt in that moment. My vision blurred through the haze of tears, but I sa
eath me. It was as though I was floating, disconnected from everything except the pain that lingere
I wanted to ask him to stay, to hold me, to reassure me, but I couldn't find the words.
rness that broke me all over again. I buried my face against her chest, unable to stop the viol
urmured, stroking my hair. But her voice wav
?" I choked on the words, the sheer unfairness of it all o
n't say that, honey. They were confused. They were scared, and so they said
bear. "I'm so sorry, Mom," I whispered between sobs. I didn't know why I was
mine, a soft frown on her lips. "Why are yo
out, my voice breaking. I didn't want to be a burden. I never wanted to b
ehead. "Never say that again, sweetheart. You are not a disappointment. You are
eal me. Not yet. Still, her love wrapped around me like a blanket, a
e, was all I needed, and as her arms tightened around me, the exhaustion of the night finally took
wide awake, aching and uncertain, unable to esc