an who trusted no one-not even Nicholas, the boy we had brought into his life as Julianna's last wish. That child, though innocent, was a constant remin
e would sit alone, staring at nothing, a glass of whiskey in hand, his mind lost in the past. I often wondered if he thought of Julianna, of the m
th the scent of cigar smoke. He was sitting in his chair, his face half-lit by the lamp on his desk. Nicholas
most a growl. "Do you ever feel lik
w better than to give him a simple answer. "What do
of vulnerability he rarely let anyone see. "Nicholas," he said, the name heavy on his tongue.
eutral. "He's all you have now," I said softly. "Julian
can trust a child? I've seen the way the world works, Mande.
was built on betrayal and survival, and trust was a luxury he couldn't affo
he continued, his voice quieter now. "But even you... I d
"I've stayed because I made a promise," I said finally, my v
omething softer in his eyes. But it was gone as quickly as it cam
ed. She was the only person who made me feel like I could be more than this." He gestured
ed, but you did. And that's why you should let Nicholas in. He may not be
I don't know how to let go, Mande," he admitted. "Not
n't have to let go," I said. "But you do have to mov
ar with himself, torn between the past and the future, between love and survival. And all I
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