Secretly Yours: Craving My Bestfriend

own eyes scrutinizing Sandra and me. He coughs loudly again, as

t is not like I am trying to ste

ite teeth. "Lisa, even if you wanted to, it wo

gain when the both of them lean towards each

to feel goosebumps all over my skin. Their raspy sounds also feels like

he time, but right now, with Kayden's body just about two meters away from my

's shoulder. "We better dive into all these food right now. Then afte

God Kayden snapped them out of their pent-up make out session. I don't know wha

of the table. I can guess one hundred percent that the innovator who brought up the

ng this chair look like this?" I

ho just takes the glory by raising her chi

gs, well. . . . .special. The chair is fluffy

ourse I do San

tern face, but I poke her at th

ising up a corked bottle of wine. "Let

ight. Kayden is seated on the seat at my left. I am not looking at him, but I can tell fr

ngers are shaking, but I manage to wrap

so does not make any sense at the same time. I mean, how the fuck does he still remember that time back in c

remember the details, but Et

he death of my mum. My dad is like, non-existent in my life, because I have never met him, and according to

not think I want to meet him or to have

ty, I walked in on a blonde girl named Emily from the music department about to kiss Kayden. During those day

me

on my knee and bli

turn to him, trying to ignore the millions of butterflies now s

I croak out in a whisper. "

out to give into my urge to stare a little bit longer a

icking his glass to mine, which is n

e wine ente

n my mind thinking about Kayden, and about that almost make out scene

er, I wonder how my hand was able to be more present

oes the same too. He leans too close to m

m the warmth of his lips on my ear alone. When he

d presence. I grab a foiled chocolate bar from on

a moment? I want to see

eem to notice. However, the way Kayden is looking at

f with me. And it has al

Sandra chirps. "Pleas

e myself to walk and not