Mafia Paradise
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The way they're glaring at me right now, I know something bad is g
I breathe. I can't help but let the old secluded memories-that
l. It's stings so bad,
cking kitchen floor. Yet, papa and ma
st tell me that I'll get through this. I'm tired of giving
ing like this, feeling like some hostage in my own home. It's as if these motherfuc
messy, and abusive. I'm only fucking sixteen and
stupid football games, I want to have my first kiss, I want to fall in
degrading. I wish this type of pain upon no one. I must've done
y anyone deserves
shbacks. My chest rises up and down heavily, absolutely
o this, n
e started taking long, strong, and menacing steps towards me. His cold h
o
ea
y. I attempt prying my wrist out his rough hold-the hold that no father should
t felt useless. I felt useless because nothing was
rew me across the floor. I could feel the thick, stinging tears in
elt like it physically cracked. Like someone had taken
d stood up, only to see papa grinni
s fucki
nd you two," I sneer, motioning between them, "I could fuck
amn room knows I don't have the balls to do it. Even if I did, my paren
any of that, cariño." Papa
ng hate mys
ay. No matter how badly they've hurt me, they are still my mama and papa. These monste
how horribly they have treated me. And they will ask for my forgiveness. I h
pathetic tru
apa moves forward, maki
ate
gathered in me, had flown away with the wind. Leavin
right, but I don't fall to the ground. I don't want to feel the defeat
again. With more for
face, knowing it will leave marks and bruises, whic
ng to the ground, he calls over to my mama,
I didn't dare let the tears fall. I will give my
action of seeing me as some
again
me to turn around, and her eyes hold no remorse or guilt for doing this
han me, so it didn't take much f
g next and I internal
ld I be
ever think that t
t around his hand, making sure the metal part was still dae made the
single fucking tear escaped. He hit me ag
t all s
na
e and it seemed lik
was comple
ver a
ck out, but I couldn't. Because no here would bother helping me
oor for hours until I finally
, feeling like I was going to p