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Love In Cold Blood

Chapter 7 DejaVu

Word Count: 1232    |    Released on: 30/07/2024

y arm. I turned to face Dakota. I could see in his eyes he was pissed. Isn't he always? I thought as I attempted to mo

s grip on my arm causing me to wince from the pain. "No, you let her go. You think you can drag her around li

l dragging me with him. Lou didn't let go either as he stepped forward clearly no one was going to ba

can't you see her a

em. "Dakota, you don't need to drag her. If you need to talk to her. Ask her to talk like a normal person. Lou let's go. He's ri

hen I'll... Lou scoffed. "As you wish" and he walked past me towards the staircase. Jason looked at me like I was just the cruel

. "What's so important we need to talk now?" I said walking into his room. He caught me off guard when he turned to face

attitude and why are you so close?" He smirked. "Is it weird for me to be close to my fiance?" he said, getting closer. T

t. I stared at it for a few seconds admiring how gorgeous it was then I realized who put it there and immediately started

. If that's what you call a discussion" He sighed as he ran a hand through his hair. "I'd get why you hate me if it wa

resses like some dark lord from the freaking underworld. And then he opens his mouth and you realize hi

d me at

pened up y

hen it starte

referring to him makes me want to vomit. "Maybe I was wrong about the hate part. Considering you're openly checking me out rig

sunlight. "It's about time," Dakota said as he walked towards the bed, arms crossed. Wait, I'm in bed? That was a dream? I tho

to run," he said, hands still on my waist which made me extremely uncomfortable. "Thanks" I muttered as I rushed to the door.

murdered, me leaving the castle, Lou passing out, the argument with Jason, waking up to Dakota lifting my shirt. I

ill I get another chance to leave? There's so much that's just going through my head. I stepped out. Dried off and dress

I'm glad to see you're... I mean how are... How is the king doing?," I stuttered. His eyes were puffy and red. His s

e if a certain person was okay" he s

d the elevator and I couldn't help but think this was all familiar. We reached the elevator and waited for it to o

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“INTRO I hugged him tight assuring him I meant what I said. Tears flowed down my cheeks as I gave a slight wave to my brother and my boyfriend. Their eyes widened when they realized what I planned to do. Just as he started to pull away from the hug I tightened my grip and pulled him as I fell back from the cliff. The realization that I am going to die with the person I hate the most in this world. Sent a wave of emotions through me like a strike of lightning and the only thing I could do was close my eyes. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ DIARY ENTRY- Do you ever wonder what it's like? when a sharp object meets the human skin in a way that doesn't harm it. A way that's just to test if you could feel something. To feel anything other than that feeling of rejection, depression, anger, and sorrow. The feeling that maybe somewhere out there you belong. That someone out there cares about your existence. That maybe even you care about your existence. That you're... not alone. I know what it's like. I've taken that sharp object. Any sharp object. Sometimes a kitchen blade, sometimes a glass bottle I've shattered to pieces. That sharp object caresses parts of the skin on my arms slowly. Yet I feel no different. It stings for just a split second then the blood pools from the cuts left behind. I've been doing it since age twelve after being raped and going through the process of no one believing me and shower after shower trying to wash away... trying to wash away the feeling of utter disgust. Trying to take back my body with soap, water, and a pouf. Just like a tattoo that feeling of... feeling like waste after your stepfather has had a long night doing whatever he wanted to u sticks. It's permanent. And in his words... you are his and only his. You are permanently his toy. I thought living was hard as hell but so is dying. Sixteen failed suicide attempts. Back to square one. Living a nightmare you can't die or wake up from is all there is in my world. Welcome to hell. -Sky ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~”