Love In Cold Blood

Chapter 4 Red

Word Count: 1023 | Released on: 30/07/2024

y ear. Jason is standing beside my bed playing an electric guitar. "Wakey

not realizing I was already awake. I got up and kicked over his amplifier after snatching

but you were knocked out. I'm talking about snoring and saliva just pooling

at the floor completely embarrassed. "Oh it is baby it is," He said with a huge smirk. I

my brother as your soon-to-be hubby?" He questioned with furrowed brows. I slammed the to

ommon. I'm so in love" He said laughing. I rolled my eyes and began to put toothp

hate him so much. Who exactly do you have your eyes on? Is it Lou or will you be mine?" The question

nd taking a few steps back. "You... want to be my girl?" He asked with a confused look t

ust tell me when you're ready to be mine. I'll buy you a Huge teddy bear and chocolates!" he yel

ure he was gone before I closed the door back and turned the shower on. I made sur

ortable running shoes, a long-sleeved white sweatshirt, and dark gray jogging pants. I

arry on it. One of the maids. She was pulling a cart. I asked her how she felt working her

's anything like the movies or my old place. One wrong move and it's to the dungeons for extreme

r from one of them. If not both. I thought as I made it to the huge din

e held out a chair for me. "Thank you," I said as I sat down. I didn't dare l

e food. There were six of us at the table but it was filled up like a feast. I felt grateful and bad at th

ing fruit to my plate along with some French toast. "Oh, you're so sweet. It's

on't like what they cooked is kinda rude and will come off as ungrateful. So whenever

like strawberry french toast. Which is my favorite breakfast food. There are other g

else is suddenly covered red. My ears rang with the sound of white no

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Love In Cold Blood

Gongju Sky Fantasy

“INTRO I hugged him tight assuring him I meant what I said. Tears flowed down my cheeks as I gave a slight wave to my brother and my boyfriend. Their eyes widened when they realized what I planned to do. Just as he started to pull away from the hug I tightened my grip and pulled him as I fell back from the cliff. The realization that I am going to die with the person I hate the most in this world. Sent a wave of emotions through me like a strike of lightning and the only thing I could do was close my eyes. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ DIARY ENTRY- Do you ever wonder what it's like? when a sharp object meets the human skin in a way that doesn't harm it. A way that's just to test if you could feel something. To feel anything other than that feeling of rejection, depression, anger, and sorrow. The feeling that maybe somewhere out there you belong. That someone out there cares about your existence. That maybe even you care about your existence. That you're... not alone. I know what it's like. I've taken that sharp object. Any sharp object. Sometimes a kitchen blade, sometimes a glass bottle I've shattered to pieces. That sharp object caresses parts of the skin on my arms slowly. Yet I feel no different. It stings for just a split second then the blood pools from the cuts left behind. I've been doing it since age twelve after being raped and going through the process of no one believing me and shower after shower trying to wash away... trying to wash away the feeling of utter disgust. Trying to take back my body with soap, water, and a pouf. Just like a tattoo that feeling of... feeling like waste after your stepfather has had a long night doing whatever he wanted to u sticks. It's permanent. And in his words... you are his and only his. You are permanently his toy. I thought living was hard as hell but so is dying. Sixteen failed suicide attempts. Back to square one. Living a nightmare you can't die or wake up from is all there is in my world. Welcome to hell. -Sky ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~”