His regret: Can't win me back
sm
My vision blurs as tears well up in my eyes, and my c
not here when they could come outside and s
it's raw and unrestrained, pouring like a downpour of rain as my bod
ded myself. "It's over. I divo
ning the end of a marriage-I'm grieving the years I wasted, the nights I stayed awak
linded by love, too hopeful, too foolish to think that he would change, but
storm toward the elevator, jabbing the
I step inside, my breath
und myself. My heart feels like it's being wrung out, squenfaithful long before I caught him. He used my kindn
voice that has always made me go weak just listening to him.
listened. I had walked away from a career I loved, b
at, there wa
his selfishness. I was just another pie
thoughts. I step out into the chilly nig
t I guess the scene I walked in di
ble for my phone, my fi
on blurred with fresh tears, before p
v
n the first r
throat closes up. A stran
lk to me! Wh
's over. I just-" My voice breaks. "I just wal
, then a sharp intake o
y face, though the
steady, urgent. "Take a deep breat
see me. "Okay," I whisper, b
e into the back seat, givi
a-half drive
ery red flag, every moment
ed myself I was overreacting
me out of my downward s
oriented. "O
unsteady beneath me. The moment
v
murmurs, pulling me
sob against her shoulder, my whole
d whispers reassurances as she
*
e asks no unnecessary questions and never makes me feel like a burd
re than anything, confirms what I've known deep do
him. I landed a job at an upscale restaura
the first time in a long while, I feel l
been too long since I've let loose, and I want
outfits with the kind of giddy ex
anks to Ava's connections,
drink turns into two. Then three. The music pulses a
the crowd. As I scan the room, my gaz
r of mystery clinging t
strange, electrifying pull coil in my chest. Our eyes meet, jus
wd shifts, a
to shake off the feeling.
till w