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nt to think about yesterday's event, it's too much to think

t when I ask her she just says 'It's the beginning of a new day and n

heck where my mum is, I go to her bedroom door and knock twice t

t be dow

ther makes a tea or coffee watches the news then fills me in on what stupid stuff

lume? The TV isn't on, I go to the kitchen, she isn't there but I see a piece of p

orry I'm not home I had to go to pick up a

I am in desperate need of a cuppa, I'm not really a fan of coffee but I love th

ea take the teabag out and put it in the bin, I pick up my tea then make my

s since there's nothing interesting on, I pick up my tea whilst looking at the TV to blow it to

shes at the impact of the wall, I do

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s with my index fingers and s

ident in my room, the nightma

swearing but

ough of this

I threw the cup and my jaw clenches along with

being a scared little baby who always cries f

o nothing wrong and being "nice" I'm actually g

picking on the "losers"

me only the teachers who only liked me because I always did m

at me now! I work in a fucking library because I'm too scared to work w

hospital and fucking up my head. I need to be strong, I'm tried

th my life, I've never been out late or at a slee

od, I did once but then my dad died, apparently eve

th God in heaven, well he is one selfish basta

sands of time but did he listen?

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