You, Always

“Carter Thomas. The one person on this planet I should not develop feelings for. Ever. He left a trail of broken hearts behind him. He only ever wanted one thing. Everyone knew it yet they were all still attracted to him. I was still attracted to him. Worse still, he was my brother's best friend. I had practically grown up around him. He was like a second brother to me. A protector when I needed him. He had been my rock through some dark times. At one time I thought he felt the same. But I had been wrong, Now my attraction felt wrong, taboo almost. But it was too late to change it. Instead I tried to hide behind my confused sexuality. To pretend my feelings didn't exist. But no matter how hard I tried I couldn't get over him. I wanted him. I loved him. There was nothing that could distract me from my attraction to him. Not even my girlfriend, Lucie.”