The Most Painful Goodbye

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s that kind of love that I never expect to experience because

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n there in the first place. I can't get the relationship I need fr

that person we thought they needed to be. And no matter how many times I cry myself to sleep at night, I will eventually heal from from previous relati

be in a relationship settling for less."If they see me as an option, then they don't

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treat me, and it's because I want to see how much I mean to him. I'm already tired of waiting for you to act right. I'm already tired and seems my heart was pounding of waiting for the day that he will finally see my worth, value my feelings, and treat me with love and kindness. He see, I used to force things between us- fighting alone and asking him to do some things that could make me feel loved or importa

me, and my feelings. If he really love me, why does he keep torturing my heart in such a way that I will a