Carter's Redemption

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icial, I'

nly way to describe the way I feel about him

have brought me so much joy and satisfaction and Carter has been at the helm of it, he's made me deliriously happ

elieve that I am daydreaming again but truthfully s

that girl is overtly punctual so she's going to be here on time. I run into the bathr

loud horn of my best friend's car and I hurry downstairs to grab an apple. I find my aunt by

swear you'd think Janet has an important thing that

coffee, I always get a caramel macchiato, an iced Ame

l never judge my best friend. She does not talk until she gets her drink and takes a huge sip, then she sigh

rts chattering away about how much she's going to mis

aving for college by next year and I don't know how to feel about that, primarily because he doesn't seem worried about it and he's told me severally that

arter, he likes his ice present in his coffee and I love

thered but this has been the norm since I started dating Carter. When I ge

am already a little worried, I walk out of class and run into Janet, and whe

ball locker room to avoid the s

ng like this, Stanley (a boy in our set) was forced to come out as gay, he was utterly humiliated to fin

ard of him was that he relocated to another city. Since the

d feeling and as I get to the front of the locker room the reason for the strange feeling is c

ter. Why are they here? How did they get here? Where is Carter? Has he seen this? What do I do? I can't breathe

dispenser. I try to run to him but the look on his face st

be wrong though because Carter loves me. I mean he tells me every day. I'm sure he's not looking at me l

rl. He hates her, he has said it a thousand times so why is he opening his arms to

here"? "Please do something about it, did you get hacked"? His face remains stoic until a small smirk starts righ

y surprise"? "You should like it, I

se and armor". "A pathetic little girl who is so desperate for attenti

ally think tha

little thing like you"? "You're supposed to be smart,

me and now it's tim

fin "your virginity was a nice bonus though, something wort

ably why I did the dumbest thing I have ever tried, I threw his ice coffee at his back

reached my crazy state of mind. He turned around and laughed an

h a crazy mother"? "Your mum is in a m

out of your little diary". "I never want to see you again". Th

hyperventilating, I couldn't see straight, things started bec

head touched the ground, my only thoughts were that dying

. My last thought was that if I miraculously survived this ordeal, I would never f