The All Lies

“"I'm sorry..." I said, a lone tear escaped. "You have all the time in the world to tell me the truth. B-but...what did you do, Mikael? Y-you...you fooled me... Damn... you made me believe.. . " he didn't finish his words because he laughed lifelessly. even though...his cheeks were full of tears. His eyes are read as a sign of his crying. "C-Crimson... " I called his name as I tried to hug him but... "Don't touch me! You really want to hurt me! I believed, a-I even thought that...I was crazy a-and... Fuck! You just hurt me, you just hurt me me! Let's break up. I'm done with you," he said, he made sure that he's serious. I ran after him and I called his name but he just ignored me. I feel heavy in my heart. "P-please... Crim. Don't leave... Don't l-leave me, please! I... I-I c-can e-explain. Y-yeah, I c-can explain e-everything just don't leave me! Baby... " I hurt him, what can I do? I lied to him. I lied... I l-lied. T-he has turned his back on me. He left me! no...please... I even chased his car to stop him but I was late. He's too fast. I just cried and knelt on the floor. I'm sorry, baby... I'm so sorry. "Let's meet up, please..." "I'm waiting, baby." "Please... Give me just a few minutes..." "Crim? Come please. I'm waiting." I threw my cellphone down on the bench without Crimson even replying to me. "Bullshit!" I screamed and pulled out my own hair even though it was short. I am fucking useless! After he found out everything about me, he immediately forgot that we were together. I removed my necktie from my neck and just threw it away. The pain... The pain pain. He is all I have. He was the only person who appreciated me. I was made to feel love but... Will it suddenly disappear? In just a flash? Is that all? Then...she and Morry will get married right away? His ex-girlfriend after their engagement party earlier. Fuck... I'm tired... I'm fucking tired... I stepped closer to the end of the bridge. I want to end my life, now... I'm tired, eh. I'm so tired. Throughout my life I have always fought but I have always lost. I never laughed because of my complicated life. I've been through a lot in life. Trial but I never give up but now? I give up...I'm tired. How can I fight, the only man I love so much is gone? He is no longer mine. We can't anymore. I want to rest...now I feel more tired. I took a deep breath as I stared at the dark deep sea. If I die...will the weight be removed from my chest? It hurts? Should I try to end my life? I'm Eng. Mikael S. Brilliantes, in love with my soft CEO Crimson Del Labiba. And this is my story...full of fucking lies that lead me to death. "Brother..." "Dream? Why are you here?" I asked my twin brother and I got up. I rubbed my eyes and felt sleepy. My head is also heavy which is a sign that I got drunk last night. What happened? "Who is it, babe?" "Morry?" I uttered his name in shock when I looked at him. My lips parted when I saw... What... W-did something happen to us? "Shit!" I grabbed my clothes that were scattered on the floor and quickly dressed. "Brother... Mikael." "What about h-him?" "Have you talked?" my twin asked me calmly and his jaw was still dark. I stilled, when I remembered Mikael. I quickly picked up my phone that was also scattered on the floor. I opened it right away and saw his 72 missed calls and 21 messages. "Baby, I'm still waiopp on nbbnn" I frowned when I couldn't understand his last messages and it was 2 am in the morning! don't tell me... "Where is Mikael?" "He's gone... Mikael is gone, brother," Drim answered me straight forward. I dropped my phone. "What do you mean?" "Car accident, brother and dead on arrival." I literally dropped my body on the floor with my heart throbbing in pain.”